Louder Than Bombs

Chapter 25: Sweet Insomnia

*severely unedited*

Tae's P.O.V

Another night by myself and I can't sleep so I'm just staring at the ceiling...I do feel bad about kissing Lucas, it wasn't like I really like him. I was just upset because Kook had Nayeon but I don't have another person to guide me through the night..but when he got all possessive I got irritated because it's not fair for him to sit here and act like I'm cheating when we aren't dating, he has a whole girlfriend and he can't even admit that he's catching feelings for me..

It's frustrating and we haven't talked since that day and when he comes for training in the morning I make sure that I'm in a different group because I simply don't have the energy to continue arguing with him.

I check the time on my phone and it's almost two at this point. I groan loudly into the pillow and toss myself in a different position to try to get comfortable enough to sleep, which doesn't work. Maybe it's my clothes, I mean I don't usually sleep with pants on. I get up and change into my favorite thing to sleep in....Jungkook's shirt

Don't judge me...

I climb back into bed thinking that this will help me drift off, like maybe I can have the scent of Kook here to lull me off to sleep..but it doesn't

I check the time again...it's two thirty. I should really go to sleep..maybe soft music will help?

I get my phone and play some instrumentals but it still doesn't help..it's like my eyes are glued open..

Maybe if I snuggle into the blankets enough to make it feel like someone is holding me?

God that sounds so pathetic...

Another thirty minutes pass and I decide to scroll on instagram seeing as I'm awake anyway. When I'm about halfway through my feed I get a message..

Who the hell would text me at three in the morning?

Jeon Jungchoke: Why are you up?

How the fuck does he know I'm awake?

Jeon Jungchoke: You're on insta Tae I can see the green dot

Me: Why are you stalking me? Shouldn't you be cuddled up with Nayeon?

Jeon Jungchoke: Don't be a dick... I couldn't sleep either so I went on insta and I just saw that you were on

I debate texting him back but I receive another message

Jeon Jungchoke: Can I call you?

I should say no right?

I'm upset with him I should say no..

Me: Yes...

I never do what I should, so why start now?

I put the phone on the pillow that belongs to Kook and lay next to it waiting for him to call, which he does in a matter of seconds

"Taehyung.."

God the sound of his voice through this speaker is dangerous...it's low and raspy

"Jungchoke.."

I hear him chuckle a little

"Why Jungchoke?"

"Because you pissed me off so I hope you go choke.."

"On your dick?"

I start coughing violently...What the hell? Is he not in the house with Nayeon?

"Looks like you're the one who's choking"

"Fuck off I'm still mad at you"

I hear him sign into the phone

"I know and I'm mad at you, but let's not talk about that right now...why are you up? Bad dream?"

"No I just can't sleep..you?"

"I was thinking about yo-uh-stuff.."

I can feel my face heating up

Fuck Taehyung cut it out.

"O-oh"

"What are you wearing?"

"Stop making everything sexual!"

He laughs

"I'm not! I was asking because I know that you love sleeping in my shirts"

There goes that feeling again..

"Are you wearing one of my shirts?"

"Yes."

He chuckles

"Cute"

"Hey Tae...I'm sorry.."

What? He apologized first?! That's new

"I shouldn't have gotten so controlling because you're right I can't be that upset when I have Nayeon...I don't know why I got like that honestly."

"I get it. I'm sorry too for ignoring you afterwards..it was childish and we should have talked about it.."

The phone goes quiet and the only sound I hear is his breathing, it's slow and steady...soothing almost. I can feel myself getting drowsy just from the sound alone

"Jungkook?"

He hums lowly in response

"I wish you were here"

"Me too Tae Tae"

"Mmph-is Nayeon with you?"

"No she's out with some friends so I'm just making sure no one's breaking in"

"Oh~"

I can faintly hear him shuffle around before speaking

"You getting sleepy?"

I nod but then realize he can't see me which leads me to hum in agreement

"I wish I could see your cute little sleepy face"

I softly giggle

"Shh Kookie..you shouldn't talk like that~"

"Mm-why not?"

I shuffle to be right underneath the phone and swing my arm over the empty space in the bed as if Jungkook is right above me holding me closely and placing gentle kisses on my forehead..I miss him..

"Because~...it only makes me like you more~"

I didn't hear what he said after that because the moment the words left my lips, my eyes closed and I was finally sleep...

A/N: Sooo yea I hope this chapter wasn't bad for you guys but I have been feeling so uninspired but still wanted to update! Also I am trying to write a Jenlisa oneshot in honor of Blackpink finally having a comeback. Thank you all for reading and I'll try to update soon! Love you all and Stay Gold!

~Nilla💜