Make You Mine {FILLIE}

{36} Pushy

finns POV-

"mills?" i knocked lightly on her door, walking in.

i saw her on her bed, sniffling, as i sighed, sitting down.

"I brought you food?"

"no thanks." she mumbled, wiping her tears.

Her dad is in the living room packing, she has to live with him. Maddie is excited but Millie doesn't want to leave.

"Mills you have to eat." i frowned, laying down next to her.

"Can you just go? i wanna be alone."

"Mills"—

"please just g-go." she cried, covering her face with her pillow.

i sighed, getting up, & walking out of her room.

"How is she?" David asked (her dad), closing up the last box.

"Not good." i sighed, walking out.

I saw sadie pull in, getting out of the car.

"She doesn't wanna see anyone right now."

"I don't care, she's my best friend." she walked inside, as i sighed, getting in my car.

I should've stayed, but i don't want to upset Mills.

~~~

Mills-

I heard a knock at my door, making me groan.

"Finn i said go away."

"It's me." Sadie walked in, smiling lightly.

"Sadie i know you're just here out of pity, but"—

"No i'm not Finn. You're not going to kick me out of here just because you're sad. I am going to be here for you because i am your bestie. Now sit up." she threw a pillow at me, making me groan.

"Sadie i'm tired"—

"Save it. You're gonna talk to me about your feelings. I know i don't understand what you're going through, but talking about it always helps." she smiled lightly, making me sigh.

"I should've spent more time with her. I just had so much hope that she would be okay."

"Don't blame yourself. We all had hope millie. And you visited her everyday."

I sniffled, as a tear rolled down my cheek.

"You'll he okay Mills. it'll get better." she hugged me, as i cried, hugging her back.

~~~

The next day.

Finns POV-

I walked into my empty house, walking upstairs to my bedroom. I want to go see Millie. But i know that she doesn't want to see me.

Mills didn't go to school today.

i grabbed my phone, deciding to text her.

-hey babe, do you want me to bring you something to eat?

Mills💛- no thank you.

-can i come over?

Mills💛- ok.

I furrowed my eyebrows, not expecting her to say yes.

I jumped out of my bed, racing downstairs to find my keys.

~~~

"Hey." i walked into Millie's half empty room, smiling lightly.

"Hi." she looked up, waving.

"Are you feeling any better?"

"No." she mumbled, sitting up.

"Do you want some food?"—

"no." she cut me off, making me sigh.

"Mills you have to eat something." i frowned, seeing her shake her head.

"Please just don't. Just stop pressuring me."

"I'm sorry. I'm just worried."

"I'm fine." she mumbled, staring at the ceiling.

I laid down next to her, kissing her cheek, as she sniffled, hugging me.

"I love you." i sighed, hugging her tightly.

"Love you too." she sniffled, burying her face into my chest.

"So what do you say we go to the lake or something? We could ride around on my parents boat?"

"I'm good."

"Come on, we can invite all of our friends, and it'll keep your mind off things for a while."

"I'm too tired to go anywhere."

"Well then get a good nights sleep, i'll get you a bathing suit, and you'll be wide awake tomorrow."

"Finn, you're so pushy." she chuckled lightly, making me shrug.

"Well i hope you like pushy because you'll have to deal with it for the rest of your life." i winked, making her smile lightly. "There's that smile."

sorry this is short i'm tired and quarantine has me BORED.

-Valerie