My Forever - Nessa Barrett and Josh Richards

~Part 12~

NESSA'S POV

I woke up and was lowkey cold. Shit I'm naked. Then I remembered everything. Ohhhh yeah I did that. I got up slowly picked up my clothes and went into the bathroom. I sat on the toilet and well that's a good sigh. Blood. Yay period my favorite well at least I'm definitely not pregnant. I got dressed in this

And went downstairs stairs to get some food. Jaden was in there making pancakes "you cook?" "Not really I just need a distraction" i nodded "from what" he didn't answer at first "I miss her so much Nessa I don't know what to do anymore it's like I'm lost without her" I gave him a sympathetic smile "have you tried talking to her" "I'm afraid to I mean she's with her family and I don't know I feel bad bothering her" "got it well I was gonna call her anyway so want me to mention something or see if she wants to come back?" "Uh yeah if you could thanks" I smiled and he handed me pancakes

I went out to the pool and sat down to eat I FaceTimed Mads and she immediately answered "What's up Wifey" I laughed "nothing wife how are ya doing" "I'm alright ya know" I gave her a look "is there something you need to tell me cause your givin me the look" "uh well don't freak out but Josh and I kinda ya know did it last night" her mouth dropped open "THE FUCK YOU DID NOT" I started laughing and blushing "girl that's a big step....was it good tho" "MADS" I paused "yeah" I said quietly she started squealing.

"I miss you Nessa" "I miss you too you know you could come back" "what about Jaden" "I think you guys have some things you need to sort out" she nodded "okay fine I'll fly out tomorrow" "wait really" "of course I wanna see you" we both started squealing "alright bye bye babes I gotta go see Josh" "mmm use protection" I laughed and she hung up. I walked back to the kitchen to see Jaden and Bryce talking a wispered to Jaden "mission accomplished" he looked surprised and smiled and I walked out with pancakes for Josh.

When I got to his room he was shirtless and damn he's so hot "hey Ness aww you brought me pancakes" "of course I kissed him on the cheek" I laid down on his bed and got a really bad cramp and put my face in the pillow "you okay baby" "oh yeah I'm fine and definitely not pregnant" he laughed a little and I did too "got it" he came and cuddled me then went on live and ate his pancakes I was using my straightener to curl his hair on the live and then Bryce burst through the door "I'm live im live" josh notified Bryce. Bryce nodded and went off camera to signal him to end it he did and Bryce spoke "we got a big issue" I stared at him "so the diss track right doing amazing but a lot of people are hating which normally wouldn't be that bad but it's like awful bro and idk maybe it's too much and i don't wanna be responsible for his death or somethin like that" "I feel bad too" I said "I know I shouldn't but I do" josh looked mad but said "alright I'll go talk to him and we'll figure this out" I nodded and Bryce got his keys "Nessa you wanna come?" Bryce asked me "um sure" josh grabbed my hand and we got in the car

once we got to the sway house Josh had texted Ryland to come let us in and let Chase know we were there to talk. Josh and chase sat down on opposite couches and I sat with Josh and Bryce on his other side. "So uh dude I don't like you. You tried to get with my girl and that's not cool but I don't wanna talk about the situation anymore cause it's already gone far enough" chase didn't say anything at first but then said "I'm sorry dude and I know what I did was wrong but I agree with you because if we continue this it's gonna get worse" chase got up and went in for a bro hug but josh stopped him "sorry but this doenst mean I forgive you or like you that much this means a truce and no beef that's it" chase got it and turned to me I don't wanna do this right now ugh

"look Nessa I'm sorry and I shouldn't have called you those things outside of Starbucks and I want you to know that I'm truly sorry" i didn't smile I just looked at him part of me wanted to forgive him but the rest of me didn't even believe him "thanks and sorry I slapped you" was all I said we left and I gave Addison Avani Dixie and Charli a hug before we went back to the car.

We got in and Josh cuddled me in the back while Bryce drove and eventually we got back to sway. It was just me Josh Jaden and Bryce Kio and Olivia were upstairs and Anthony and Griffin went to the Hype House. We were watching some action movie that I didn't care to know the name of and josh and Bryce were arguing about something when Jaden came over to me "So Mads is coming?" "Yeah she is and when she gets here you gotta talk to her I know her and I can tell she's a mess Jaden" "yeah I never should have broke up with her it was the ring choice and I just want to make it right that's all" I nodded "but I swear to god if you hurt her again I will kill you Jaden and it will be a slow painful death okay?" He looked kinda scared "okay Nessa" then he went to play video games with the boys while I scrolled through tik tok.

Despite all the proof we had people still made videos about me being a "homewrecker" but I didn't let it bother me it wasn't worth it. Eventually I felt myself fall asleep and then I woke up in Josh's arms carrying me upstairs to his room I fell right back asleep in his arms like always. I never want this to change.