My Forever - Nessa Barrett and Josh Richards

~Part 23~

NESSA'S POV

"Uh hey addi" I said answering the phone. "Hey so i heard about Bryce and I wanna help" "aren't you guys kinda on a break or something right now" I asked her "we got in a fight but that doenst mean I don't care about him still so I wanna cover whatever bail I can" "oh that's so nice of you" "so how much is it" she asked me "well his mom gave 1000 and his managers gave 2000 so there's only 2000 left but um we were gonna" she cut me off before I could finish "I'm coming down to Texas right now to pay it okay" "Addi you really don't have to" I told her "well I am" she laughed "okay see you soon" and I ended the call. "Well Addison is coming down and she's paying 2000 for Bryce" I told Mads "wait seriously?" I nodded and she looked surprised "so now we gotta figure out Jaden" Mads said looking nervous "yeah so we have 5,500 to cover. His managers said they would give 3000 so we have to come up with 2,500" before we could finish we heard Josh come in "I've got it covered" "Josh you don't have to do that" I told him "yes I do it was my idea to smoke and bring everything and I already let Bryce take the fall so I'm paying for Jaden that's the least I can do" I nodded and he said "Nessa can we talk outside please" I looked over at Mads "I'll call griffin and tell him and We can leave when Addi gets here" she told me. I got up slowly and follow him out the back. "Nessa Im so sorry for everything that happened and I know it's my fault and I just Im a mess without you I love you more than anything and I let you down" he looked like he might cry and I just didn't know what to say. "Josh I love you too and I forgive you but I just don't know if we can get back together right now" "Nessa I know that you might not trust me but i won't ever do anything like this again I-I I can't be without you I need you." I don't know what to do. I love Josh but what if he hurts me again. I hate being in this position. "I just need time to think at least give me today" he nodded and I could almost see him shatter. I don't want to hurt him but I just can't trust him right now. It had been a few hours and Addison was finally here. I ran and hugged her "I'm so glad your here" I told her and she hugged me tight. Mads, Addison, Josh, and I got in the car and Mads drove to the police station. The three of us girls led to the front desk while Josh was behind and I spoke "we are here to pay the bail for Jaden Hossler and Bryce Hall" I told her she nodded and said "how will you be paying" "collective accounts I told her" she typed something and said "3000 of Mr. Halls bail has been payed and 9000 of Mr. Hossler's has." She told us "yes that's right we are here with the rest" she nodded and Addison gave the money for Bryce and Josh gave the money for Jaden. After she entered it she said "okay I will have them sent out to you but you must go straight home to California and not linger in our county" she said and Addison responded "okay we will" and then Bryce and Jaden came out and Jaden hugged Mads and Bryce hugged Addison "Addi what are you doing here please tell me you didn't" he said to her "Bryce of course I did but don't worry as long as your safe it doenst matter" after that Bryce and Jaden both hugged me and Josh and Josh spoke when we got into the car "I can't tell you all how sorry I am for everything I've caused these past few days and I just want to make it right" Bryce gave him a "bro hug" and said "brother for life I would have done it anyway" and Jaden smiled at him from the front seat. When we got back to the Airbnb we all got our stuff and headed to the airport to go home since we didn't have the road trip van. It wasn't a very long flight so there wasn't much to do and once we got home I went with Josh into his room. "Are you alright" I asked him. "Yeah I just feel awful about what happened it never should have happened that way" I nodded and gave him a hug "I know but it's over" by now Jaden and Bryce has sent out tweets letting the fans know they were alright and Jaden Josh and Bryce decides they would take a break from social media for a day or two but that me and Mads should continue on like usual. When I was sitting there talking to Josh I realized something this guy was broken and it was mostly my fault. I hurt him. Badly. But I still love him more than anything and at that moment I wanted nothing more than to kiss him and be with him but then what was I doing. I was playing him and I don't want it to be like that. So I have to give him another chance that's the only way I mean everyone screws up no matter how big and he deserves another chance to be better and if he really loves me he will be. "Josh I decided that I want to give you another chance and I want to be with you and that no matter what I'm always going to love you" he kissed me. That was his response and it wasn't like it always was it was like I had saved him from this hole and it meant more than it did. I will say that after that Kiss things went well further a lot further as in no clothes doing stuff further. Not probably the best way to start off this new chapter but it happened and I can't say I'm mad about it. I mean I love him what can I say. "Thank you for believing me and being you Nessa" "thank you for making my life better" I responded and we fell asleep cuddling"

A/N: So here's some updates if you don't know 1. Nessa left but will be coming back on Friday so that's good 2. Mads went home sadly and I'm not sure when she'll be back 3. I can't believe I'm saying this but BRADDISON IS HAPPENING ITS LIKE HAPPENING AHHHH they are defiantly hanging out because there have been tweets and Bryce said "Addison tweeted that from my phone" if you wanna see just check out their twitters and also they have made tik toks together and Thomas commented on the one Bryce posted today so maybe that means it really is happening idk but it's exciting soooo yeah