My Forever - Nessa Barrett and Josh Richards

~Part 24~

JOSH'S POV

Today is a new day. I can fix this. I'm gonna be the best boyfriend ever. I woke up super early to make Nessa breakfast, waffles bacon and eggs, and I brought it up to my room with her Starbucks drink. "Wow Josh that's so sweet" she said and she sat up and seemed like she very quickly realized she was only in my sweatshirt. I laughed a little at her face and gave her the breakfast tray. She started to eat and asked me "do you want some" i shook my head "I'm good" she went back to eating. "What do you wanna do today Ness" she thought for a bit and said "could we go to the mall?" "Of course" I told her and I took the tray from her "I'm gonna get dressed" she told me and I nodded while she went into the bathroom. Okay Josh now just don't mess today up.

NESSA'S POV

I can tell how hard he's trying to make it up to me. It's kind of adorable. I looked at myself in the mirror and when I went to take off the hoodie once again remember I was naked underneath and remembered everything from last night. Wait when was I supposed to get my period? No no no no no. This is not happening. Breathe Nessa breathe. When you go to the mall you can stop at the drug store and just not tell Josh. Okay deep breaths Nessa. I put this outfit on and straightened my hair

I walked back out to find Josh ready to go and he took my hand and we got in an Uber to the mall. Once we got there we got Starbucks my second today. What can I say I like coffee. And went into a couple stores where he picked out random things for me most of them were jokes and we were having fun when I saw the drug store (A/N some malls have those I guess but we'll say this one does) and I led him in there he looked confused. Okay now all I have to do ja get him away from me long enough to buy the test. "Hey Josh will you go get us crossaunts" (A/N something you should know about me I can't fuckin spell)  "are you gonna come" he asked me "I'm gonna see if I can find the snack Mads likes but I'll meet you at Starbucks okay?" "Okay" he kissed my head and walked out. I walked quickly to the aisle with the pregnancy tests and picked out one that would say "pregnant" or "not pregnant" and took it up to the cashier. She was a young girl a little older than me and she looked up at me when I gave it too her and I just smiled weakly. After I paid she said "good luck" as I walked out "thanks" I said and I went straight to the bathroom to take the test. Five minutes passed and it was time to look. Oh god I can't do this. Okay Nessa deep breaths. I flipped it over and it was. Negative. Oh thank god. A wave of relief passed over me and I wrapped the test in toilet paper to take to show Mads at our apartment since she was decorating with Jaden today. I walked over to Starbucks and hugged Josh. "What took you so long" he asked me and I hadn't thought of an excuse prior to this "oh uh Mads called me about some light" "oh got it" he believed it that's good. We ate our crossiants (A/N someone comment how to spell it please lol) and walked to a couple more stores until Josh got a call from his manager "Hey I need you and Nessa at sway now we have a pop up meeting" I heard him on speaker "oh okay we'll be there soon" I sighed and he kissed my cheek as we waited for the Uber to come get us. Once we were back at sway we all met in the living room. It was Me, Josh, Mads, Jaden, Kio, Olivia, Bryce, Addison, Anthony, Avani, Griffin, Dixie, Quinton, and Cythina. I know like why is she here but whatever. I sat down next to Addison and Mads. "Alright so your probably confused about why your all here but basically your going on tour" everyone gasped or squealed or the boys did some "ayyyy" and high fives. "Basically it's gonna be a tour in about 10 different states over the span of 2 weeks." Everyone was really happy and honestly I was too especially because New Jersey was one of the destinations and that meant I'd get to see Julian and my mom. "We leave for Dallas on Sunday and our final stop will be back here in LA" it's Thursday night so we only have two days to pack. Me and Mads got up and decided to go back to our apartment and pack anything we needed we did bye to everyone and we're about to leave when I went back to Josh "thank you for today I love you" I kissed him and he said "I love you too". When we got in the car and I said to Mads "We gotta talk when we get home because I have something to show you" she looked concerned and as soon as we walked in the door she said "what is it" I began to explain "so basically my period was already late and then Josh and I kinda ya know last night so I decided to get a test and" "please tell me your not and if you are I'll support you" she said "no I'm not but I could have been and now I feel like I should tell Josh about how I'm scared cause my anxiety and stuff" "Nessa were all gonna be in hotel rooms for the next two weeks so if your gonna tell him just do it he'll understand he loves you I promise" I nodded and we hugged and went to bed knowing we had a lot of packing to do tomorrow.