My Forever - Nessa Barrett and Josh Richards

~Part 18~

NESSA'S POV

I woke up to the sun shining into the room but Josh was gone. I sat up and all of the memories from last night rushed back. I shivered at the thought of what had happened and headed downstairs in Josh's sweatshirt and some nike pros. When I got down there I saw MY MOTHER. Crap I forgot that she said she was coming last night. I went and gave her a huge hug "I missed you mom" "oh I missed you to baby but I'll only be here for today and tomorrow cause I have work" "oh okay" I smiled at her despite how I was feeling. I sat down next to Josh and we all just talked for awhile my mom started to get suspicious when Olivia and Mads started hugging me and comforting me. They were talking to my mom, my mom likes Mads a lot, when Josh whispered to me "are you gonna tell her" "I don't want her to worry" I told him. He looked concerned but I brushed it off knowing if I told her she'd never let me stay. I don't want to leave I have to be here. Great now Bryce and Jaden are here I remember them being in the room last night. Well this is gonna be awkward. Jaden gave me a sympathetic smile and Bryce just touched my shoulder. I smiled at them. Their good friends I just don't want the pity right now. Everyone when in the kitchen and it was just me and my mom "Janessa why is everyone hugging and giving you looks" "oh um it's nothing" "honey you can tell me anything when have I not supported you" "always but I just don't want to talk about it" she came and hugged me but I held it together. By now Avani and Anthony were also here as well as Addison and they all obviously knew because Avani and Addison hugged me right and Anthony even hugged me. We were all sitting on the couches and they were all getting to know my mom. But everytime I said something they all looked at me like I was broken or like I was gonna die. After another 20 minutes of having people look at me and pity me while my mom sat there confused I lost it. "Oh my god will you all stop Im fine. I don't need you all feeling bad for me. I don't want you to give me your damn pity. Okay can we just get over it I can't deal with this." "Nessa honey what do you mean?" My mom asked and they all gave me scared looks and Josh went to rub my back and I jumped up "Just stop everyone stop I'm not doing this I'm not dying okay I'm not broken I don't need this I just want everything to be like it was before last night okay? Is that too much to ask?" They were all silent and Josh looked shocked "Someone tell me what the hell is going on right now" my mom said firmly. "I GOT RAPED LAST NIGHT OKAY! THERE YOU GO MOM NOW YOU KNOW" i let all my tears come out and she went to come hug me but I ran up to the bathroom and locked the door. Why did this have to happen god I can't take this. I just sat their crying and crying.

JOSH'S POV

I've never seen her like that. Angry and hurt like that. I mean with Cythina it was one thing but it was like she was gone like Chase had taken everything away from her. Shit her mom. "Um Mrs. Barrett I'm so sorry" "Josh it's not your fault and I know my daughter I'm going to give her a minuete to calm down and then I'm taking her home." "Wait what" Mads said "Mads I know you want her here but she's obviously not safe and I'm not leaving my daughter here." "No please you can't take her home at least talk to her first please Mrs. Barrett please" Mads looked like she was going to start crying. I didn't want Nessa to leave yet it had only been a week and a half we still had had time. Her mom walked off to where the bathroom Nessa was in. And I just watched from a distance as I saw her slip through the door.

NESSA'S POV

I heard a knock. "Janessa it's me" I opened the door and turned so she couldn't see my face "mom Im sorry I yelled" "why didn't you tell me sooner why were you trying to hide it" I wanted to lie but I couldn't i turned around fast "because you were going to make me go home and I'm finally happy here away from all of the bullshit I deal with in New Jersey away form the bullies. I have so many friends who love me and a boyfriend who I love more than anything and I knew that if I told you you would take me away from here away from all the happiness I finally have mom." She looked at me and I couldn't tell if she was upset or not "please just you can't make me leave I need to be here I need Josh being alone in New Jersey isn't going to fix anything because it will just be me in my room while your at work I'll be safer here with all of them then I would be with myself mom and you know it I just" she stopped me from rambling "I'm not going to make you leave" "you're not?" "Well I was going to but Darling if you're happy here and you almost 18 it's not really my choice if you stay anymore. I just want you to be safe and I love you so much and I miss you but I'm not going to take you away from the people that can do more for your happiness than I ever could." I started crying again and hugged her tight she rubbed my back while I cried into her shoulder "thank you mom really I love you so much" "I love you too my little girl" she wiped my tears "I'm very sorry for what happened to you baby I'm so sorry we can press charges if that's what you want" "no I don't want all of the hate and drama that comes with that I just never want to see him again and I know Josh can make sure I don't" she nodded "okay I trust your decision" she walked out of the bathroom first and I saw her whisper somthing to Josh "you take care of my Janessa okay?" "Okay" he responded smiling "so your not leaving" he asked me "no I'm staying" he kissed me and we hugged for a while and then the girls came over and ambushed me in a group hug "THANK GOD YOU ARENT LEAVING" Avani yelled we all laughed "I love you guys" "and we love you" Addison said. We all went back to o the living room and watched a movie with my mom and she sat next to me and Josh questioning him a bunch making me laugh. Despite anything Chase Hudson could do he can never take away my life and my happiness. He can try but no way am I going to let him ruin my life. No one besides the people in this rom will ever know what happened and that's final. We stayed like that for a while watching movies and all of us laughing at my mom testing Josh and telling embarrassing stories about me while I tried to get her to stop and then eventually she went up to the guest room to sleep and we all went into our rooms and went to bed. Today is a day that was well hard to handle but ended good because I have people that love me. I have one thing to say to Chase Hudson and that's fuck you.

A/N: Heyyyy y'all so what do you think will Nessa and then be able to keep it from everyone? Will they be able to keep Chase away? Also I'm thinking of maybe writing another story soooo what ship should I do it on, like would you rather it be like two of the girls or one of the real relationships? Let me know!!!