My Forever - Nessa Barrett and Josh Richards

~Part 17~

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RECAP
"that was fast" I told him and the person came up to me and stood in front of me and pulled me up into their arms. Something didn't feel right. It didn't fee like Josh. Josh was gentle and sweet with me. I was so out of it that I could barley keep myself up and my eyes open. And then...

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NESSA'S POV

the person kissed me. Okay this isn't right Josh wouldn't be so agressive I pushed away weakly "josh?" "Guess again" no no no no no this isn't happening. I felt my face drop "chase.." "good girl" he went to kiss me again and I stopped him trying to keep him away with my arms extended "babygirl dont fight it ever since that plane ride you know you want this" "no no I don't" I said still drunk and weak. This was not good Bryce and Josh are outside and I don't know where anyone else is. Then next thing I knew my arms had given out and he was kissing me hard and I was hitting him with the strength I had left then he grabbed my wrist and had me pinned to the bed with one hand. FUCK FUCK FUCK. I tried to scream but he kissed me again shutting me up so I just let the tears fall out fo my eyes. I tried to kick him but he was pushing me down with all his weight (A/N chopstick but we'll pretend he's heavier sorry to interrupt) and I was already weak as it is. Then he did something that made me want to die. I hate this I want out please help me someone. He took my dress off and I was laying there crying in my bra and underwear. I'm gonna get raped aren't I. JOSH WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU DAMNIT!!!! "C-chase please s-stop" I said my voice weak and shaky. "Oh princess I promise you'll love it" "n-no chase I said no" that made him angry. Shit. He slapped me. HE SLAPPED ME. And I couldn't do anything. He went back to touching and kissing me in places I don't want to describe. I just squinted my eyes shut sobbing. And finally he was busy trying to get my bra off and I screamed. LOUD. He looked up at me "Shut up you bitch" and I was sobbing uncontrollably now. Someone anyone please god just let someone hear that scream please!!!! And then everything went black.

JOSH'S POV

I walked downstairs to help Bryce and when I got outside he asked "How's Nessa after the girl fight" "she's good I think but I doubt she's ever gonna wanna see Cythina again" then Jaden came outside "Mads is asleep well more like passed out so I came to help" we all laughed and we helped people into ubers and made sure the ubers knew where to go. It had been about 15 minutes and the last person had gotten in and we were drinking the last beers outside in the doorway when I heard a scream. Not just any scream. I know that voice. Nessa. I got up fast and Bryce and Jaden followed me and we ran upstairs to my room. "The door is fucking locked" I half yelled. We started trying to break the door down and I could hear her crying what the hell is going on in there. Finally I got the door open and there she was. Laying almost naked with tears stained on her face she looked passed out. Then I saw the other person. Chase. I walked up to him and yanked him off of her and Jaden threw a blanket over Nessa. Good dude. And I punched Chase over and over until Bryce got me off of him and his nose was bleeding and he had a black eye. Bryce took him out and Jaden went to go wake up Mads or Olivia or someone i dont know and I don't care. I walked over to my bed and saw the broken vulnerable girl that I love so much just laying there shaking.....

NESSA'S POV

It was black and then it wasn't and then it was again ummm my vision was going in and out and I was barely conscious but conscious enough to know what was happening. He had almost everything off now besides my bra hanging on to me. Then I heard voices outside faintly and I thought I was imagining it. Then a few moments later Chase was about to take his pant off NO NO NO STOP PLEASE. I tried to scream but nothing came out just more tears then I heard the door burst open and everything changed. Chase was gone there was a blanket over me and I heard someone beating him up. And then it just stopped. The voices were gone and I felt people leave the room. And then there was someone next to me. They lifted me into their arms and held me while I was shaking. "J-Josh?" "It's me Ness it's me" I started crying again and he just help me like that for what felt like hours and then I heard someone else come in and I heard them start crying. "Oh my god" Mads said. She came up to me and hugged me Josh released me but I grabbed his shirt and he came back to hold me again. Mads kissed my cheek "I love you and I'm so sorry" "I love you too it's not your fault" I managed to get out and I heard her leave and tell Josh to take care of me. "Your right it's my fault I never should have left you in here like that alone and weak I'm so sorry" he continued ranting his apology and I just wanted him to shut up "stop" I said and he did and I say up with the blanket still covering me "it's not anyone's fault but Chases and mine so stop blaming yourself please I love you and I just want you to stop" "okay I love you too" he said and then he re-hooked my bra and gave me some of my underwear, his sweatpants, and one of his sweatshirts. We laid like that until I felt myself drifting off to sleep. This was the worst and most terrifying day of my life and then I heard my phone buzz. "Your probably sleep Baby but I'm coming to visit tomorrow I wanted to surprise you I love you Janessa see you soon" it was my mom. Shit. And then I passed out into sleep.