touch (meanie)

21.

"so, are you sure about this?" seungkwan asked looking at mingyu

the taller nodded, when they met up, he had asked his friends if they could answer some questions about not being asexual because he wanted to be ready for when he told minghao that they were soulmates but wasn't ready to come out yet

"okay, ask us, we'll answer with complete honesty" hansol sweared

mingyu gulped "well, first of all, how do you guys feel about sex?" he asked and waited patiently for his friends to think of the best answer

"well, if you guys don't mind me going first" seungkwan started "i guess everyone feels different, for me it's amazing, it helps with my stress, helps me clear my mind, and in my case, sex with hansol is the best thing i could ever wish for, of course i haven't done it with someone else, but i just know it's even better because he's my soulmate, like something we share as a couple that makes us both feel well" he said with a smile and nodded while looking at hansol

the younger blushed and giggled "i agree" he said shyly "well, you know, the first time, it was scary, seungkwan and i were both virgins and we didn't really know what to do, but after a few times, we got good at it and it honestly changed us a lot, it's something very private and beautiful for us, it's a way to show your love, but not always, i mean that's just how we feel about it but i don't think sex is necessary for a good relationship, i consider it more as a bonus" he said and fidgeted with his fingers

seungcheol chuckled "i'm going to ignore that was the corniest shit ever" he joked "i agree with them, it's different for everyone, i guess that because i haven't found my soulmate yet or fallen in love, i have never felt that way about sex, for me it's just a distraction, like a need, something you just do because you feel like it, i don't have that special connection to it, it's kind of just my body telling me it wants it" he explained

mingyu nodded "so, how often would you say it's normal to do it?" he asked

"well, i guess that it depends on the age and the person" hansol said "we do it about twice or thrice a week maybe, but that's because we're in a relationship, i guess for single people like seungcheol, it can be different"

the older nodded "it is, lately you know i've been doing jeonghan so i guess that we do it every time i see him" he chuckled "but, before him, i guess about five times a month, not much because of school, i really didn't have time to find people so i just did it when the opportunity came" he said

"okay, now, the last question, what should i say if he wants to do it or something?" mingyu asked nervously

"first of all, consent, it's the most important thing when it comes to sex, if you say no, then he should completely understand it's no, if something goes wrong or he doesn't understand the meaning of no, you tell us and i swear i'll murder him if he does anything you don't want to you" seungcheol said seriously

"i'll help him hide the body too, seriously, you have to tell us if he makes you do anything you're not comfortable with, we're not joking" seungkwan said seriously "well, okay, maybe we're joking with the whole murder his ass thing, but we will beat the shit out of him and press charges" he said

"if you're not comfortable telling him your sexuality yet, then you should tell him you don't feel like it so it's less suspicious, however i don't think minghao is an abuser, i've met him and he's pretty nice, still, i wouldn't risk it either, most rapists don't even look like bad people, if he tries to do anything, please defend yourself the best way you can and ask for help" hansol said

"i will, trust me, and thank you" mingyu said

"i guess that we can finish this with a simple conclusion, everything related to sex is different for each person" seungkwan said

mingyu nodded "i understand that now, but i have to admit i'm also worried about something else" he said

"what is it?" seungcheol asked

"i feel terrible for this, but i just don't think i'm feeling the emotion i should be feeling by knowing minghao is my soulmate" he said and looked guilty "especially because junhui is literally in love with him and i'm just here thinking that it doesn't feel right, is that normal?" he asked

seungkwan thought for a few seconds "we haven't been in your situation before, so we can't give you a lot of advice there, but i think you're feeling this way because you don't know him well yet, therefore he doesn't mean anything to you, i think it can happen to anyone" he said

mingyu thought of all his interactions with minghao but it just wasnt there, that feeling he thought he would be having didn't even exist when it came to the younger

"yeah, i guess" he said unconvinced

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