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7.

the older blinked a few times without believing what mingyu had just said "what?" he asked

"i think you heard me" mingyu bit his lip sexily and then cringed

"i thought you didn't like sex, you're uncomfortable when someone even mentions it and now all of a sudden you want to do it?" seungcheol asked

the taller sighed "i know but, i want to try it, i do like it, i- i just wanted to have my first time with someone that i trust without it ruining our relationship as friends and you're the perfect person" he lied

mingyu should've just said the truth, he didn't want to do it, he just wanted to try and see if he liked it so he could finally figure out his sexuality and be sure about it, but he was embarrassed, that's why he lied

seungcheol suddenly realized what was going on so made a decision and started his act "well, i- i can help you but, i just want you to be sure, i mean, your first time is pretty important" he explained

"i know, that's why i told you i want to do it with someone i trust, it's so i can be ready for when i meet someone i'm romantically attracted to" he said and frowned "please"

seungcheol nodded "okay, but if you regret it at any point into this, you tell me and we'll stop" he said "immediately"

mingyu took a deep breath and leaned in to kiss him, the older kissed back but it felt extremely weird and platonic

they started making out and mingyu was waiting for the emotion to kick in, he didn't notice the other smoothly pushing him down the couch making him lie below him

he wrapped his hands around seungcheol's neck but neither of them felt anything, it was just awkward

a little hesitant, the older slid in a hand below mingyu's shirt making him tense up his whole body, he then tugged on his shirt and broke the kiss asking for permission

mingyu just nodded nervously and let seungcheol take off his shirt, when he was shirtless, the other started kissing his neck making them both uncomfortable

was that supposed to make him feel good? he tried so hard and waited to get hard but it didn't happen, seungcheol took off his own shirt and then looked at his pants before looking at him as if he was asking for permission again

when the older pulled down his pants, he saw mingyu wasn't hard, but couldn't blame him, he wasn't hard either, the only thing they could both feel was the almost unbearable cringe

he tried to hide his uncomfortableness as he slowly pulled down mingyu's underwear when the younger yelled

"I CAN'T DO THIS I'M SORRY"

"oh, thank god" seungcheol said and sighed in relief, he looked at mingyu and saw him pulling up his pants and putting on his shirt so he put on his shirt too

"you see? it's just too weird if you don't feel attraction towards the other person" seungcheol explained and chuckled, but when he turned to look at mingyu he panicked

the taller was in the verge of tears and his face was red from embarrassment "no minggu" he pouted with a sad expression "hey, it's fine, it's okay" he said not enjoying the sight of one of the people he loved the most in the whole world cry

but mingyu started sobbing hardly "i'm so sorry" he said over and over again as he covered his face and sniffed continuously

seungcheol hugged him tightly "what? what are you sorry for?" he asked and rubbed his back trying to calm him down

mingyu broke the hug "i lied, i didn't want to do it, i just wanted to know if i was into it because i'm not sure what's wrong with me, like my body, i- i'm trying to figure it out" he sniffed

"minggu, i know" seungcheol grinned reassuringly and whipped his friend's tears "i knew you were lying, come on, i know you too well, that's why i'm aware you're still figuring things out, so, i agreed knowing you were probably just experimenting and were going to stop us before we were even naked, it's not in my hands to label you so i'll just let you think about this experience, but, please don't pressure yourself into knowing, okay?" he said

mingyu rubbed his face "the fact that you knew is even more embarrassing" he said and started crying harder

seungcheol hugged him again "it's okay, everything is going to be okay" he said and kissed his head "if it makes you feel better, we can keep this as our little secret without telling anyone and never talk about this again" he suggested

"really? you would do that for me?" mingyu asked

"of course, you're one of my best friends and i know it must be hard for you, so, what if you stay over? we can eat our pizza, play video games, do whatever you want to, and next morning, the second you step outside, we can forget this ever happened" seungcheol smiled

"that sounds nice" mingyu smiled back

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thank you for reading!!

i'm adding this bcs i realized not much people noticed this easter egg:(
not so fun fact: sc has had a crush on mingyu since he met him so this experience was very painful for him, still he was an amazing friend as always, also pls don't blame mingyu!! they're both young and make mistakes c: also, gyu has no idea of cheol's crush on him