A successful restart..

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I know I haven't posted any chapter lately, but I decided to continue doing that, so here it goes =) Hope you guys like it

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“Did you pack everything already?” Brian asked me once I sat at the edge of his bed.

“Yup. What about you?”

“Hum.. I guess so..” He answered without much enthusiasm while he closed his bag.

“Come on.. it’s late and you should rest today.” I stood up from the bed and kissed his cheek. “Tomorrow we have to wake up soon and it’ll be a quite long day so you really need to sleep.” He nodded with his head with the same excitement as before. He started to undress his clothes and I did the same. I picked one pair of pajamas from the closet and put them on.

“I’m going to the bathroom.. be right back.” He announced leaving the bedroom. I sighed and sat back on the bed. I didn’t know what to do to cheer him up. Maybe there wasn’t anything I could do. This is a hard situation for him and the guys, it’s hard for them just to smile and pretend that the tour will be exactly like the old ones. It won’t be and they know that, at least at the beginning. But as the strong men they are, I’m sure they’ll get through this and in the end they’ll learn how to have fun again. “Bathroom is free if you want to go..” Brian said cutting my thoughts as he stepped into the room.

“Ok.” I simply replied looking at him. He furrowed his eyebrows confused as he noticed me staring.

“Is everything okay?” He asked chuckling.

“I’m the one who should ask that. Are you okay?” He sighed a little and sat next to me on the bed rubbing his face.

“I don’t know, to be honest. This tour doesn’t.. it doesn’t seem right, you know? It’s just.. it’s so fucking weird.” I leaned my head on his shoulder and put his hand in mine lacing our fingers.

“I understand but when you guys see all of your fans and their support I know that everything will feel right.”

“I’m excited to see them again but I’m also nervous and really, really scared.”

“That’s normal, I wouldn’t expect you to be completely relaxed and feeling like the happiest person on earth but.. don’t get yourself too down and sad. I want to see you smile on stage because that’s what Jimmy would’ve wanted. He’s going to watch for you guys and he’ll be always with you.. you know that..” I lifted my head a little to look at him and he smile sadly at me.

“I’ll try..”

“You’ll try and you’ll make it.” I squeezed his hand and his smile grew wider.

“Thank you for the encouragement.” He wrapped one arm around my shoulders and kissed my temple.

“You don’t need to thank me. You know I’m always here for you..”

“Yeah but now I want you there for me.” He glanced at the bed behind us with a smirk on his lips. I nudged his side laughing.

“You’re so helpless..”

“Don’t blame me for you being so…”

“So what?” I asked curious.

“So.. desirable.. tempting.. beautiful..” He replied between kisses making me chuckle.

“Let me just use the bathroom, will you?” I asked smiling when he wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me onto his lap and kissing my neck teasingly.

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