My Boss

Chapter 26

Zeth

"Hindi mo na kailangan magpaliwanag. Malinaw pa sa tubig yung nakita ko." walang emusyong sabi nya sa akin. Nagtiim bagang ako sa narinig ko. Yes, nakita nga nya ang nakita nya pero nagkakamali sya. I don't what happened!

I don't know why but i feel drunk and erect. Even my alcohol tolerance are high. Hindi ako malalasing agad. I was shock when i realise that i was kissing Ellena while riding on top of me. Hanggang ngayon, i feel dizzy and hot. Am i drugged? Fuck it!

Hinilot ko yung gilid ng noo ko dahil sa sakit ng ulo at tama ng alak. "Mali ka ng iniisip---" napapikit pa ako ng putulin nya ang pagsasalita ko. Why don't you listen to me? I'm fucking dizzy and now? Sumasabay pa to!

"Anong mali don!?" galit na sigaw nya sa akin. "Kitang kita ang dalawang mata ko, Z!" halos maghesterikal ito. Malalim akong nagbugtong hininga at napailing. Dude, i can say that i can't explain my side in her situation, her mind is close for the explanations because her emotions are taking over.

"Bukas na tayo magusap, Baby." mahinahon kong sabi sa kanya tinangka ko pa syang hawakan pero inisiwas nya ang kanyang kamay. Kinalma ko ang sarili ko.

"No!" mabilis nitong sabi. Malambat nya akong tinitigan. Bago napaiwas ng tingin. "I think this must be stop."

"What do you mean?" kumunot ang noo ko. My heart tighten. What is she talking about?

"This. Let's end this." natawa ako ng mahina sa sinabi nya. She's just joking right? Or i didn't hear it clearly. She said that she loves me. Why is she telling me to end this? Ohh she's just kidding. Yes, she is. She is. But why is still hurt me?

"What did you say?"

"Let's end this." mtapang na ngayon nitong pagkasabi habang nakatingin sa mata ko pero agad nitong iniwas.

"Fuck it! Ruth! Wala pa ngang tayo, nakikipagbreak ka na agad?" inis kong sabi sa kanha. I didn't do anything wrong and now she's saying that!? I don't remember what Ellena doing to me a while ago. I don't know what's happening but now little by little it waking me up. Her words are waking me. And hurting me at the same time.

"Okay." huminga sya ng malalim. Tumingin sya ng seryoso. "Sinasagot na kita..." tapos ngumisi sya. Sumaya ang puso ko pero agad yong nawala at napalitan ng sakit ng marinig ang kasunod ng mga salita nito.

"....And i'm breaking up to you. I want you to set you free, and also myself."

Natawa ako ng mapait. "What is this? Seconds relationship?" natatawa akong napailing. "Nang gagago ka ba, Ruth? Hindi yan nakakatawa." seryoso ko ng sabi sa kanya. Dude, hindi na sya nakakatawa. Gusto kong magwala pero ayaw kong madagdagan ang galit nya.

"Ikakasal ka na kay Ellena, Z. I don't want to be a hassel in your reletionship with her." tipid itong ngumiti sa kanya at hinawakan ang pisngi nya.

"I want you to be happy. And i can't give that to you, i'm terrible woman, Z. You deserve better than me. Sorry for everything.  I will past my resignation letter tomorrow morning.You don't deserve to see me anymore after this shit."

"But you are the one, who will make me happy...." i murmur as my tears are starting to flow. Hindi man nya narinig ang sinabi ko dahil agad syang tumakbo palayo sa akin.

That's what she said before leaving me. Yes, leaving me. Leaving me in the middle of the dark. Mapakla akong natawa sa sarili ko. I turn back at the bar and order alcohol. Gusto kong mawala yung sakit sa puso ko kahit sandali lang. Kahit panandalian lang. I want to forget what happened. Masaya pa kami kanina, sinabi nya mahal nya ako at mahal ko sya. I love her more than my life.

Ginagawa ko naman ang lahat para mapigil yung kasal eh. I convince Ellena to cancel it but she refuse. So i plan to runaway with her. I want to spend my life with her. I'm loving her unconditionally. At hindi ko alam kong papano na ang buhay ko ngayong iniwan nya ako.

I madly get the vase in my room and throw it out in the wall. She break me! She said, she won't let go of me, but she did it! She did it! Why is this happening to me? Why!?

"It hurts! It hurts!!" i shout and throw the bottle with empty beer. "W-Why? Why she did this to me?" Tanong ko sa sarili ko habang nakatingin ako sa salamin. Tinuga ko ang hawak kong bote ng beer, binato yon at sinuntok ang salamin na nasa harap ko.

"Argggggghhhhh!!!!" sigaw ko. "It hurts me so much! Pleasee! Take this away! Please!!"

"Zeth!"nagaalalang sigaw ni mom ng binukaan nya ang pinto ng kwarto ko at nagmamadaling lumapit sa akin.

"M-Mom. I love h-her, but why is this happening to me? She's gone mom. She's gone!!" i said to her, she hug me thight. "She l-left me... She left, m-mom."

"Shhh..." pagtatahan ni Mommy sa akin pero masakit pa rin hindi mawala wala.

"Sabi nya hinding hindi nya ako iiwan. Iniwan nya ako, Mom. Iniwan nya ako!! I-Iniwan n-nya ako..." tumulo ang luha ko. Why she is doing this to me? She said, she loves me, but why she left?

"What's happening there?"

"Oh!" pinilit kong tumayo kaya inalalayan ako ni mom. Ngumisi akong lumapit kay dad. I hold his collar. "Are you happy now, old man? She left me. She left!! And that is because of you! Hindi lahat mangyayari to kung hindi ka pakilamero!---" napatigil ako sa pagsasalita ng sinuntok nya ako ng malakas.

"Allen! Anak mo yan!" dinaluhan ako ni mom ng mapahiga ako dahil sa suntok ni dad. Ngumisi ako.

"Even she left me. I will never marry Ellena! I will marry the one i love!" sabi ko at pilit akong tumayo. I remove my mother's hand to me. "You will never control my life." i said and left the room.

"Zeth! Where are you going!?" mom askes but i did respond.

"This is your fault, Allen!!" rinig kong sigaw ni Mommy. "Zeth!! Don't go! You're drunk!! Zeth!" pigil sa akin ni mom but nakasakay na ako sa sasakyan ko pinaandar yon at lumayo sa lugar na yon.

I see darkness, she take away my light. She's my light. And she's gone. I received her regsignation letter, and she's serious about that. My light, my baby, what happened to us? Why you leave me? Don't you know that i need you? I don't need anyone but only you. But you leave, you leave me alone.

The End....

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