Mattia woke up to the sound of Kairi screaming.
"Woah! Hey, hey, you're okay." He hugged the now shaking Kairi who was sat up in their bed.
"It was just a bad dream baby, you're okay." Kairi nodded into his chest and held on tight to him.
"Fuck, I hate when I have nightmares about you." Kairi said as he finally unwrapped his hand from Mattia's white shirt.
"I'm right here, it's okay."
"Except you aren't." Kairi opened his eyes again and Mattia was gone.
Just like he has been for the past four years.