"She's the first one that I see and I don't know why. I don't know who she is."
- Fresh out of his first solo album, Harry styles is having a reoccurring dream about a girl he doesn't know. One day, on the set of his new music video, he meets her an...
You're welcome to play the song when it says just to feel the moment ya know?
My day was pretty boring. After I was at the coffee shop I decided to go for a nice walk. So I went home, changed and took Stevie on my walk with me so I wouldn't get lonely. There's something about LA during the day that I find so interesting. Everyone seems to be in such a rush all the time. Sometimes I wonder what their hurry is. If I get creative enough, I'll make little scenarios up in my head of why someone is in such a hurry. None of my scenarios are ever good but sometimes it's fun to imagine.
After my walk I came home and did some laundry. After I finished all my laundry, I thought it was a good idea to plan out my schedule for the week. I got my teaching schedule done pretty quick, now it was on to my personal schedule. That was also pretty easy to make considering I don't ever do anything. All my friends are back home and only want to visit on a full moon. I've thought about going out and making new friends somewhere, but I always get too scared. I always think I'm a bother around people I don't know, and the last thing I ever want to do is annoy someone that doesn't want me around.
To me, the worst feeling in the world is knowing you aren't wanted.
As I write down my schedule I am almost done and then I remember. The audition. It's Wednesday night. I sigh really not wanting to go to this stupid thing, but I do really need the money. Being a high school teacher isn't necessarily a million dollar job, but if it's something I like to do, money doesn't really matter to me. I live in a cute, small studio apartment and I'm happy with it.
(this is what her room looks like in case you wanted to know)
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I set my stuff down on my bed and walk to the kitchen to make myself some breakfast. I turned on my little radio I had sitting on my counter so I had something to listen to while I cooked.
"Up next we have Liam Payne with some 'Strip That Down'"
Wasn't Liam Payne in that boy band one direction?
I remember One Direction. Well, I only remember Liam and Zayn because they were my favorite. I remember I was in the car with one of my friends and she was playing their music. She was jamming along to it so hard and I tried to keep up but I didn't know any of the world. After that day, we listened to one direction whenever we were in the car together. On the day before I left, we decided to go for one last car ride jam sesh. The last song we listened to was 'Something Great.' *PLAY SONG*
"I want you to remember this song," Greta says through tears.
"Why?" I ask confused with a shaky voice from my previous cry.
"I can tell you've been struggling since River left," she says with a sigh. She definitely didn't want to bring this subject up, "I know you don't think you'll find someone but I want you to know that River was just the beginning. Moving to LA is going to change your life for the better and I promise you that. You are going to find the best man you will ever meet out there, you just have to believe it just as much as I do. You need to put yourself out there and show the real Rosie Clark. You're gonna find you're something great."
Greta was right. I have to believe it. I'm sick of sitting here listening to the radio and cooking with my dog every night. It's time I make a change.
I put food in Stevie's bowl and some more water. I ran up stairs to fix my appearance. I put on some light make up and throw some loose curls in my hair. Once I'm done with that, I stared at my closet for what felt like forever. As I reach for my loose floral dress something stops me
"Show the real Rosie Clark."
I quickly grab my tight black dress and throw it onto my body. I grab my white heels and head to the door. I slip them only my feet and grab my purse on the coat hanger.
"Wish me luck Stevie."
I lock the door behind me and sigh. well, let's see what the night holds for Rosanna clark.
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