falling for you [m.s.]

one hundred six

breathing.

that's all he could do right now.

breathing.

that's all he could do that doesn't hurt.

he looked around him trying to process what just happened.

he was about to kiss her and then-

bum!

everything went dark.

he couldn't quite register where he is. the only thing he knows is that his body hurted.

he tried to open his eyes but it was really light.

he could hear someone scream in pain and he hoped that it wasn't her.

then he could hear people talk.

he tried to get up.

he looked around to see meredith, cristina and arizona.

but he couldn't see her.

"how long was i out?" meredith asks cristina.

he ask that himself. how long was he out?

not really interested in the girls conversation he turned around to see it arizona who screamed in pain.

he wanted to help her but all he thought about was her.

she isn't here. why isn't she here?

mark got panicked with every second that he couldn't see her.

"where is gwen? have you seen her?" mark finally spoke to the women.

"she got sucked out the side together with derek when we hit the trees, and then the back of the plane came off. it came... it came off." cristina answers.

his heart squeezed by the thought of gwen hitting the trees and now lying somewhere in the woods.

"lexie was in the back of the plane." meredith panicked.

"i looked to the back, and all i could see was freakin' sky." cristina looked up to the clouds.

then again mark tuned their voices out thinking about how he could find her.

"shut up! shut up! shut up!" cristina yells at arizona annoyed by her constant screaming.

as everything went quiet he started to listen closely to his surroundings. hopefully hearing her.

but all they heard was a banging metallic sound in the distant.

"do you hear that sound? where is that sound coming from?" meredith asks.

"there." arizona points behind the resident. "it's coming from over there."

mark fastly got up.

if it's gwen he wanted to find and help her.

please let it be gwen. please.

he walked fast screaming her name in hope she would answer.

meredith instead screamed after lexie and derek constantly.

suddenly they saw a plane wreck with a hand sticking outside of it.

mark looked at the hand closely hoping it would be gwen's.

but when they got further they discoverd it was lexie.

while meredith and cristina sighed in relieve, mark was more worried than ever.