falling for you [m.s.]

one hundred ten

after a whole month of recovery gwen was finally back in life.

it took her a lot after waking up.

her body hurted and her mind wasn't in the rightest.

but with the help of mark, derek and callie she got back.

not back to work but back to her home which is in the new house.

mark showed it to her as a suprise after she got discharged.

she was back on track.

the only thing that haunted her were the memories. the nightmares.

she'd dream of the woods, the coldness, the pain she felt in her chest and the only thing she wanted to do was dying.

mark helped her when she wokes up at night. sometimes she wakes up hailey as well.

being alone is scaring for gwen so someone has to be with her all the time, whether it's mark, callie, derek or any other person from the hospital.

she went to therapy for a few sessions because of it and it helped. or at least that's what gwen's telling herself.

mark insits of her going to therapy more often but gwen declines him everytime.

she feels good. really.

better than ever.

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mark and gwen lay in bed sleeping.

it was earlier in the morning and mark had to go to work today.

so his alarm clock ringed at six in the morning waking both of them up.

completely out of reflex mark put his arm around gwen's waist.

he did it ever morning so he looked confused when nothing was next to him.

"gwen?" he asks his voice raspy.

he rubbed his eyes and looked around their room.

there was light in the bathroom.

"gwen, you okay, baby?" he asks leaning against the bathroom door.

he only heard cries and wimmers so he opened the door slowly.

he saw gwen sitting near the toilet, knees up, and face red.

"oh, my god, gwen, you okay?" he said sitting down in front of her.

"i don't want to go on a plane. please can we stay here? i don't want to fly. i almost died. please, save me!" she cries not looking at him.

mark knew that situation well.

gwen wakes up in the night, thinking she is in the woods, so she hides in the bathroom.

"i'm here, okay? you don't have to go on a plane ever again. i protect you." mark assures holding her.

they sit like this for a few minutes.

gwen only grabbing his shirt crying.

then he carries her to the bed where she mostly falls asleep.

then he would watch her till it's bright outside, then he'd go to work.

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a few hours later they both sat in the kitchen with hailey eating breakfast.

it was like gwen was a whole new person.