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you're a bit shy-Cas

Ok, I know it's out of order but I finished this one first and wanted to post it for you! I hope you like it!
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You had been hunting with the Winchesters for a few years now and you loved them both so much. 
When you first met Castiel you were incredibly nervous. Meeting new people or in this case, meeting an angel was very difficult for you seeing as how shy you were. It took Dean convincing you that he wasn't scary and him promising he would be there the whole time to make you agree to meet him. 

You were standing right next to Dean when he called on Cas. You almost were standing behind him. His hand was holding yours as you patiently waited. Hearing a sudden whoosh and the sound of wings you jumped and hid your face. Dean squeezed your hand. 

"Dean. You called me." You heard a gruff voice speak. "Yeah um, there's someone we want you to meet."  Cas tilted his head and furrowed his brows. "Who?" He asked. 

Dean gave your hand a squeeze and you opened your eyes. You did your best to be brave and stepped out from behind Dean. Still holding his hand though just as a comfort. 

"Hey, it's-it's nice to meet you... um, I'm (y/n)." you gave the angel a small wave. When you looked at him your eyes widened. His deep blue eyes and dark hair, the way he stood, the way he looked so intensely at you. It made butterflies flutter incessantly in your stomach. 
The thing that really stood out to you though, were beautiful raven wings. Taking up a lot of space in the room, almost not a big enough room for them to settle perfectly. 

He stared at you curiously, before speaking up. “My name is Castiel.” he spoke, his voice was deep and you felt your heart beat faster.  He walked over to you in strides. Dean squeezed your hand as he felt you tense up. 

He once again tilted his head at you as if trying to read you. “You’re nervous.” he stated. Your eyes flitted between Dean and the angel standing in front of you. Dean swooped in to save you, thankfully. 

“She’s just a bit shy Cas, that’s all.” Dean said. You let go of his hand and shifted your weight to your right foot. 

“Sorry about that, I’m just nervous around new people... Well, an angel in this case..." No one spoke so you just blurted it out. “Your-um, Your wings are really beautiful.” 
Cas’ eyes widened at your words and so did Deans they both stared at you in shock. You looked between them horrified that you did something wrong. 
“I’m so sorry... Did I say something? I’m sorry.” you scrambled out. Cas shook his head. 

“No, no, you said nothing wrong… but you see my wings?” he asks, taking a step closer to you, and his wings started to fold in almost circling completely around you all. You stared in awe at them. “Yes, I do. Doesn’t everyone see them?” you asked, your voice quiet and dreamy. 
Dean stared at you in curiosity. “No one can see them… at least no one that I’ve come to know." Cas said. You looked at him quickly. “Why can I see them?” you asked softly, a blush spilled onto your cheeks. 

He took another step closer to you, and you could feel the heat spread towards your ears and neck. “Only, my soulmate can see my wings.” he said, his voice somehow deeper than before. 

Your hands started to shake lightly as you began to process his words. Castiel, an angel of the Lord, the boy's best friend was your soulmate. Tears welled up in your eyes and you grew even more nervous. You began to once again shy away from him turning your face away  from him. Your eyes glared at the floor beneath you and you blindly reached for Dean’s hand again. You found it and he held it. The grip on your hand was comforting and you slightly relaxed. 

“(Y/n), I know we just met but you’re my soulmate. I’m not sure how to convey emotions very well, but I’m hoping that if you’ll have me you can teach me.” Cas said before hesitantly reaching to grip your other hand. You jumped at the contact but immediately gripped his  hand. His other hand raised, placing itself on your cheek shifting your face to look at him again. 

Gently Dean let go of your hand deciding it was his time to bow out. You surprisingly lifted your hand and placed it on his forearm. “I’ll have you Castiel. I feel drawn to you, I’ll show you everything. That is, if you’ll have me.” you spoke softly to him. You looked at him through your lashes and he smiled down at you. “I’ll have you.” he said before taking your other hand and intertwining your fingers. 

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6 months later

It had been 6 months since you and Cas had first met and things were going great. Still you were shy around him, but you were with most people. He was patient and kind, never pushing you too far. You had grown to love the angel, and he you. 

You sat on your bed watching (y/f/m) on netflix. Comfy clothes on, sleeping shorts, and oversized shirt. You hadn’t seen Cas in a few days and were beginning to miss him dearly. You tried to pay attention to the movie but you just couldn’t. Your mind kept wandering to him, his beautiful eyes and soft dark wings that would wrap around you and keep you warm. 

You decided that you were going to do it, you had never really done this before because of your bashful personality. You decided to pray to Castiel. You were a bit nervous at first, slowly but surely getting over your little fear. 

“Hey Cas, I’m not really sure if you can hear me right now…” you took a deep breath and continued. “But if you can, I miss you- I miss you so much. I’m not really good at these things but I um-I wish you were here.” you took another shaky breath and finished speaking. “So yeah, if you can hear me, just know I miss you… and I wish you were here with me.” 

You finished up, and just sat there for a few seconds silently hoping that your angel would show up. Just when you thought he was a no-show you heard a soft fluttering of wings. Castiel stood at the foot of your bed. “I heard you (Y/n). I’m sorry I’ve been gone for so long, truly I am, but I needed to make sure things were ok in heaven.” He said before walking closer and sitting on the edge of the bed next to you. 

You blushed softly, and looked down at his hand resting alone on the bed. Mustering up the courage you reached out and placed your hand over his. “I understand Cas, I’m sorry for interrupting if I did.” you voice bashfully. “You didn’t interrupt anything. I was about to come home when I heard you. I missed you too.” he said before gripping your hand lightly. 
You look up at him and give a smile, moving over you pat the spot next to you on the bed. Asking him to sit with you. He hastily takes his shoes coat and suit jacket off before climbing in next to you. You saw his wings begin to curl around you and bring you closer and you let them. You rested against Cas and sighed in content. 

“Castiel…” you spoke and looked up at him to see him already looking down at you. He nodded telling you to continue. “Can I touch your wings?” you asked with a blush. He blushed too before giving you silent permission to do so. You gingerly reached out and ran your fingers through the onyx feathers. Lightly stroking his wings. A sudden wave of courage swept over you and you sat up and climbed into his lap. A leg on each side of him. His eyes were wide at your actions and he moved his arms around your waist locking his hands behind your back. You reached up once again and touched his wings. Both hands running through the soft feathers, you looked down at the angel to see him with his eyes closed and a dreamy smile on his face. He looked content, as hummed at your touch. You smiled widely and reached behind his back to the base of his wings gently tracing the outline of where his wings started.

You heard a soft goran from Castiel at this feeling and smiled before continuing. He let out small sighs and whimpers of contentment. You stopped touching his feathers and moved your hands down his chest. He opened his eyes and you sheepishly looked at him. 
“Sorry, I got a bit carried away. I just think they’re so beautiful… and so are you.” you breathed out. He looked up at you with those ocean blues of his and pulled you closer. 

“Don’t be sorry, I actually quite enjoyed that. Thank You.” he said before hesitantly leaning up, letting him brush his lips against yours. Sure you’ve kissed before but, this felt different. It felt more intimate and personal. It was sweet and soft. You pressed your lips to his fully and slid your hands over his shoulders winding them around his neck playing with his hair. He held you close to him before pulling away You smiled at him before climbing off his lap and resting beside him. His wings wrapped securely around you, warmth surrounding you. Castiel kissed your head and soon enough you fell asleep.