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They Help You With a Panic Attack-Jack

(y/f/b/f)=Your favorite breakfast food :)

Jack: 

"Jack!" you called through the bunker. You had woken up that morning to find Jack gone. You knew that Sam Dean and Cas had gone out on a hunt the day before so you knew they wouldn't be there. You were left alone with Jack and you were very happy to have him to yourself for a while, but when you woke up to find him gone you got worried.

When you get left alone you get very nervous after everything that has happened with being left when your brothers would go off to fight. They would go off to fight Lucifer or Metatron. They would never want you to go with them so you were left alone. You used to sit there for days and days wallowing in worry, and anxiety wondering if your brothers were ever coming home. So when you got left alone like this you began to worry.

You walked around the whole bunker trying to find your boyfriend. You didn't find him anywhere so you checked again. "Jack, c'mon please this isn't funny!" you yelled. Your eyes began to water, and you got scared. "Jack, please I'm scared..." your voice lowered and it came out more as a whimper.

You stumbled into the war room, your vision blurred by tears. You decided to try and call him. You picked up your phone, and shakily tapped his contact. The phone rang for a while before his voicemail came through the speaker. "Um, this is Jack.. I think you're supposed to leave a message for me when the phone beeps. Did I do it right (y/n).You did great babe!" you heard his voicemail and began to cry. You heard the beep and spoke. "Jack.. I don't know where you are... I'm really starting to worry.. Please come home Jack. please." you cried and hung up.

You sat in one of the chairs around the table, and placed your head in your hands. You began to lose your breath, and your heart started to race. Thoughts of the worst swam through your mind over and over you pictured Jack's death in so many ways and became so worried, that you began to choke on your sobs. You were desperately pulling at your hair too scared to even move.

The door creaked open but you didn't hear it. "(y/n)!?" Jack called from the stairs. He didn't get an answer but he did get the sound of crying. He rushed into the war room to see you sitting in one of the chairs trying to breath and tears streaming down your cheeks.

He ran up to you with worry. "(y/n), babe hey what's wrong? What happened?" he asked you heard his voice this time and jumped. Your head shot up and your eyes were wide and filled with fear. You cried even more frantically reaching for his hands, holding them in yours tightly bringing them up to cradle them to your chest. He just looked at you with concern. "You-you were-You were gone. Jack you were gone." you choked out. His eyes widened and guilt washed over him. "I'm sorry (y/n). I'm here now. Ok, I'm here, I'm safe and so are you I promise." he said pulling his hands away gently and pulling you into his lap. You quickly clutched onto him scared that if you let go he would disappear. You tried to regulate your breathing but it was so hard for you, and Jack took notice. He looked down at you and placed your head against his chest letting you feel him breathing. As you sat there your head on his chest and hands shaky, you felt him breathing and you heard his heartbeat. They were both steady, you closed your eyes tightly and held him tighter trying to focus on him. You slowly began to calm down feeling one hand running through your hair and the other holding you to him while rubbing up and down your side in a calming manner. You could finally breathe, and your heartbeat slowed. Your breathing was in time with his, your shaking started to lessen and so did the tension in your body. You felt him there with you and it calmed you down knowing that he was ok and was holding you.

Jack felt you calm down in his arms and kissed the top of your head. "I'm sorry I scared you. I just went out to get breakfast. I thought you might want (y/f/b/f)." he said with guilt. You looked up at him with rosy cheeks and hair stuck to your dried tears.

"It's ok Jack.. You didn't know, I should've told you about my anxiety and my fear of being alone. I'm sorry." you said. Leaning down he placed his forehead against yours "You have no reason to be sorry. Now I know, and it won't happen again I promise. You're stuck with me." he said before placing a chaste kiss on your lips. You nodded before pulling back and leaning against his chest again. "I love you Jack." "I love you too (y/n)."