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Dean imagine ❤

You sat at the far end of the table, with a book in your hand, covering your face to hide your red cheeks, and teary eyes.
You sat there for so long telling yourself to just calm down, and level your breathing don't let them see you cry.
Pulling the book down just a little bit to check and see if you could sneak away, from the table without the boys noticing. They're both stuck in their research, their eyes glued to the screen or pages.
As quietly as possible you get up, set the book down and walk away quickly, praying no one heard you.
When you were sure you had gotten far enough away, you backed into the wall and slid down. Letting out a sigh your mind raced with thoughts: How to get the mark of Cain off of Dean, losing him without getting to tell him you loved him.. the stress of Sam, trying to bring him back... just the thought of Dean getting ripped away from you again.

Your hands shook, and your eyes were shut tight to keep the tears from falling. You don't know how long you sat there, but you knew you had to get up and shake it off just like you always do. You wipe the tears from your face and stand up, taking a breath to calm your nerves.
"(Y/n).." you hear a voice, and jump slightly, hurriedly you try to make it seem like you weren't just crying. Turning around, you put a smile on your face, "Hey Dean!" You say trying to sound chipper as you looked at him.
His face was serious, and his looked concerned. "Don't pull that with me (y/n), I can see right through you." He says taking a step closer to you. " What are you talking about? I'm fine Dean." You say and smile again. "I saw you leave, I heard you crying." He says taking one more step closer to you. You look down, and try to avoid his gaze, knowing you had been caught. "Tell me what's wrong." He says and pulls you into a hug. "I hate to see a pretty girl cry." You laugh lightly and look up at him. "Dean, I just.. I'm so worried.." you say softly and put your head on his chest. "You don't have to be worried, I'm ok, I'll be fine." He says and strokes your hair, lifting your head up so you would look him in the eyes. "I'm not gonna lose you again, I can't, I just can't. I love you Dean, I love you..." you say and tear up again.
He looks at you with gentle eyes, and a little smirk. "You're never gonna lose me, I promise; and (y/n) I love you too." You look at him surprised and uncertain. "You better not, I can't lose the person who I finally know loves me." You smile, at him. He smiles and pulls you closer, kissing your forehead, then your nose, and finally your lips. You pull away and he sighs happily. "Plus, I can't leave now that I can kiss you forever." You laugh and rest your head on his chest again. "I love you so much (y/n)."

--------A/n I hope you like this one, thank you for reading this book, it means a lot! Love you guys-M.G ❤