supernatural preferences

one of the boys has you but they love you

Your dating Dean but Cas loves you:

You ran down the hallway and towards the war room. The door to the bunker opened and in walked Dean, Sam, and cas. You smiled brightly, excited to see Dean after being apart for a few days. Your heart warmed at the fact that neither of them seemed severely injured. They all just looked exhausted. You chuckled at their sluggish movements. Dean smiled at you before reaching the last step and pulling you into a hug. You kissed his cheek, and then greeted Sammy and Cas as well. Castiel gave you a smile with a small flush to his cheeks. "I'm glad my boys are home safe."
You would have gone on the hunt but you were more of a research girl. You prefered the books over the brawls. Every once in a while when they came home you would patch them up, but you mostly helped with research. 

Castiel spoke up, "we're glad to be home (y/n), we missed you." His voice was more shy than usual. It made you giggle a bit. "I missed you all too Cas. Now are there any hidden injuries I need to tend to?" You ask kindly. Your smile melted Cas, and made his heart flutter. 
"I'm just fine (y/n), thank you. I healed the boys serious wounds so they should be fine." He stated with a slight pride. It made you let out a small laugh "Well, thank you Angel." You thanked him. He enjoyed the name you had decided to give to him. It made him feel warm inside. 

If you couldn't tell Cas is in love with you. He has been for years now but he can't do anything because you're dating Dean. 
"Sammy, you have a small cut on your cheek, and Dean, my love, you have a few cuts as well. Now, let me clean you up." You said grabbing your boyfriend's hand and dragging him to the restroom followed by Sam. You pulled the small first aid kit and cleaned up the small cuts on Sam's face. He thanked you before saying his goodnight. 

Dean sat upon the counter and let you clean up the small cuts on his face. Your tongue slightly peaked outside the corner of your mouth as you concentrated. 
Dean's hands rested on your hips, rubbing gentle circles into your skin. 

Castiel passed by and sighed at the sight knowing he would never have that with you. After moments later he heard the shower turn on and he walked away, knowing what was going to happen. 
He wanted those intimate moments with you but you weren't his. 

Dean stripped down, and helped you do the same. His calloused hands ran softly against your smooth skin. You sighed at his touch and he smiled. 

You stepped into the warm shower, Dean following close behind. You turned to face him, letting your hands run up his chest. His hands roamed from your rib cage down to your hips. "Dean, I missed you." You stated. Looking up at him his smile is small and sincere. "I missed you too (y/n)." He responded. 

You reach up gently and run your fingers through his hair tugging at the ends and gently scratching his scalp. He hummed in content at the feeling and let you gently lather in the shampoo. You turned him around so he was under the water now. The shampoo running from his hair, your soft hand shielded his beautiful green eyes. You smiled at the soft smile on your boyfriend's face. 

"You're perfect Dean." You said to him, as your hands ran over his shoulders gently lathering the soap over his body. 
His eyes opened and he looked at you with half-lidded eyes. "Thank you (y/n), for loving me..." he said before leaning down to press his lips to yours. 

After a while you both got out, letting him wrap your towel securely around you. Sweetly offering to brush your hair for you. He took the brush and ran it through your hair untangling your (h/c) hair. 
"Let's get you to bed babe." You said to him, gripping his hand and pulled him down the hall towards your room quickly. 
Cas walked down the hallway towards the library, and passed your guys' room. 
His heart fell even more knowing that Dean got to run his hands through your hair, and over your soft skin. Getting to hold you safe in his arms at night, and being held just as tight by you. 

That night Cas sat in the library reading through lore books while Dean got to cradle you close to him and kiss you, love you until you're close enough to feel each other's every breath and heartbeat. 

His arms held books and his fingers turned pages, his eyes memorized pages and his lips whispered the words he read. 

He wished he had you...