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things said while asleep pt. 1

Dean:
Dean looked down at you with a smile. Your head rested comfortable against his chest. Your eyes were closed and your breathing began to level out. The hunt had been quite an easy one. A simple salt and burn, but you had fallen asleep so quickly when you got back to the motel. Just lying there on his chest, your hands wrapped around his waist. 

Sam had decided that he would sit this hunt out and stay back to research. It was fine with you both seeing as you hadn't had alone time in so long. Finally being together made your heart soar. Seeing as you were asleep he decided to tell you something. 

"(Y/n), sweetheart I know I'm not the greatest man to have in your life. I never feel like I'm enough for you, I'm so broken, I'm so ashamed of the things I've done. I don't understand why you chose me. You could have chosen Sam, or hell, even Cas. But you chose me over anyone else, I'm not sure why... I hope you know that that night we confessed was the greatest night of my life. The way your beautiful (e/c) eyes lit up, and that smile spread across your face. I knew even more so that you were all I needed, I would never let you go. I would never hurt you or let you get hurt. Now here in this moment. You lying on my chest, holding me like this. It's the most loved I have ever felt. I love you (y/n), I love you so much." He said and placed a kiss on your head gently. 
Then quietly laughing to himself shaking his head. 

"So much for no chick flick moments. I guess I just can't help it when it comes to you." He whispered before holding you tighter and closing his eyes, and falling asleep. 

Sam:
Sam's head rested on your stomach and his arms wrapped around you. His steady breathing creates a comforting pressure against you. When he breathed out his warm breath splayed across your skin where your shirt had slightly ridden up. You smiled down at your boyfriend with such adoration. 

You reached up and let your hands run through Sam's hair. The silky strands being twirled by your fingers. He looked so peaceful and calm despite all of the things he's seen and gone through. He was just as beautiful as the day you met him. 
Your eyes welled up with tears at the thought of your first meeting. 
You sighed shakily. 

"Hey Sammy... I was just thinking about the first time we met." You let out an airy chuckle. "We were what 14? Yeah I remember because it was when we were at Bobby's. John had dropped you off there and my dad did the same to me. I was so shy when I met you, Bobby had to help me speak to you. The minute we met we became inseparable. It was my best decision to stay by you. 

Now after everything we're still together. We're in love, and I swear I would die for you. Hell, I have died for you but I would a million times over." You spoke to him tenderly moving a stray piece of hair from his face and smiled. 

"Sam. I'm so proud. I'm so proud of you. You have had a hard and scary life. You have made it through being possessed by the devil, lost your soul, and were trapped in the cage with Lucifer and Michael. You've gone through so much and I'm scared for you every damn day. But even more I am so proud of you even more each second. I adore you Sam Winchester. I love you, and I hope to be as strong as you are." 

You smiled down at him, resting your head on his pillow letting your eyes flutter shut.