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November 11,2019 Tarzana,California
Kaia
We are supposed to leave for our honeymoon in a few minutes, but i'm being so indecisive about what I should pack. For one I don't even know where Chris is taking me, and two if it's somewhere tropical I need my bathing suits. And three i'm really gonna miss my baby while we're gone, I have never been away from her long.
Chris came into our bedroom with Ro in his arms and she looked at me, as she starts squealing. She was reaching for me and Chris gave her to me, and I kissed her on her cheek multiple times. She likes when I or her daddy kiss her and then she tries to do it, back but she slobber's.
"Hi mama, hi baby. What are you doing, huh?" I asked her in a baby voice and smiled. She started kicking while in my arms.
"Are you ready, yet? Or are you still packing, trying to figure out where we going?" Chris asked me while smirking at me. I should slap that smirk off.
"No duh, i'm still packing. Because you didn't give me a hint." I told him pouting so he can tell me.
"The only hint, i'm gonna give you. Is that we're going somewhere hot, and pack some sexy bikini's." Chris said smirking from just thinking about it.
"Nasty. You just love thinking dirty." I said laughing and shaking my head.
"You should know me, by now. I've been this way before, we were in a relationship." Chris said being cocky as usual.
As I was about to go back to packing Chris took Ro out of my arms, and she started crying. She loves her daddy so I don't know why, she's crying for. She cries when I take her out of his arms, and now she's having a fit. From him taking her from me, aww my poor baby.
"Royalty baby stop crying, mama. You wanna eat eat." I told her trying to stop her from crying.
"Yea boo, listen to mommy. Can you stop crying for daddy?" Chris asked her trying to calm her down.
I stopped packing and went downstairs to warm her bottle up, a little bit to calm her down. I feel bad for our parents who would have to go through the crying, while we're gone. I went back upstairs with the bottle in my hand, and gave it to her.
It actually made her calm down and stopped crying, which made me happy. She was probably hungry or she didn't want to leave my arms, at all. She can probably tell that mommy and daddy are leaving, or she's knows that she's not coming with us.
I feel bad about leaving her for a week and I feel like a bad mom, who leaves her child with her parents just to go places. Out of nowhere I started crying softly and Chris was looking at me, with concern written on his face.
