Our Eyes

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Nia- I think that's her full name, correct me if I'm wrong 💚 and EXCUSE ANY MISTAKES

July 15, 2018
1:15 a.m
Los Angeles, California
Jania Meshell Jackson

"Kentrell do you need help?" I asked watching him try to stop Tay's crying

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"Kentrell do you need help?" I asked watching him try to stop Tay's crying. We had just came back from his show a little while ago. His attitude wasn't the best today, but it never is.

We've been together for a year and he's been nothing but rude to me. It didn't make sense because he's the one who wanted me first. I remember when we got together he seemed a little off, Skylar and DaiJianna just told me he had a little temper.

They half lied to me. Kentrell gets mad at me so fast it's crazy. I can be helping with one of his kids and he'll yell at me telling me not to touch them. I try to help and I try to check on him but he pushes me away.

I've thought about leaving him so many times but I want to stay. I know he'll change eventually.

"Move!" He snapped and I jumped a little.

"Kentrell I'm just trying to help." I said and he rolled his eyes handing Tay to me. He rested his head on my shoulder and I rubbed his back. He started to calm down making me smile.

I truly did love all of Kentrell's kids as if they were my own. After a few minutes he had fell asleep, I laid him down beside Kayden.

Then Kentrell took a long pull from the blunt he lit.

"Bae, go outside or something. Don't smoke around these kids-"

"I can do what the hell I want around my kids." He said and I rolled my eyes getting up. I put on my shoes and he grabbed my arm.

"Where you going?"

"Oh you care about me now?" I said sarcastically.

"Where are you going?" He asked again and I didn't say anything. He hit me and I fell. I heard him mumble something before he went in the bathroom.

I felt the side of my face as it stung. I got up leaving out the room. I rushed downstairs before leaving the house. I just needed some air.

Tears ran down my face as I walked around. I was hurt and stressed out. Honestly really confused on Kentrells actions. I wish he would just talk to me and tell me how he was feeling, maybe I could help. He seemed so broken and you could tell.

I promise y'all he only loved me on social media. In real life he acted as if I wasn't even his girl. It was so annoying and really made me mad sometimes but I knew better than to confront him about it.

All the sudden somebody bumped into me.

"Oh shit, I'm sorry ma." I looked up seeing a boy. He was tall and fine as hell.

"It's ok." I gave a small smile.

"You Ight? What you doing out here this late by yourself?"

"Just taking a walk, I need some air." He nodded.

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