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November 20, 2019
1:24 p.m
Houston, Texas
Javen Khari Scott

I sat down at my vanity staring at myself in my mirror

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I sat down at my vanity staring at myself in my mirror. My face was red along with my eyes. I was tired and had been crying a lot. I've been crying ever since I got out the hospital, you'll see why.

The door opened and Kentrell came in. He came over to me staring at me through the mirror.

"You gon put some type of makeup on or something?" I looked down, this was something new. He always wanted me to wear makeup or keep my body covered. Every time his eyes land upon my scars, he looks at me in disgust. It breaks my heart every time because I remember when he would tell me I was so beautiful. He would kiss my scars and everything, wouldn't even want me to wear clothes. Now it's just different.

"You know I don't wear makeup Kentrell." I said brushing out my hair.

"Maybe you should start." I glared at him.  I simply put on some lip gloss. I got up fixing the dress I had on. I put on my shoes and he grabbed my arm.

"Where you going?"

"Kentrell you know GOOD and damn well today is the twins birthday." I said, my babies were officially 1. They were getting so big, I remember this time around when I had them, me and Kentrell were going through problems then and nothings changed as of now.

"Oh sorry." He let me go.

"Imma be there a Lil late ok."

"I wouldn't give a damn if you showed up at all." I mumbled making him laugh. He grabbed my arm again.

"Quit grabbing me all the time!" I yelled and he hit me.

"Who the fuck is you yelling at?! I do what the hell I want to do!" He yelled.

"I-I'm sorry." He shook his head pushing me to the side.

"I'll be back later, and I promise Javen. If I come back and all your shit along with the twins is gone, when I do eventually find y'all because I will. Imma hurt you. Ok." I nodded as tears filled my eyes.

"Crybaby. I'll be back later." He kissed my cheek before leaving out the room. I quickly shut the door making sure to lock it.

I sat back down on my vanity seeing the whole side of my face was red. I touched it in disbelief as a tear rolled down my face.

For the past few days he's been very aggressive, leaving me here with the twins and not coming back until early in the Damn morning. My mind was telling me he was cheating but my heart was making excuses trying to defend that. I had no real proof that he was cheating. Well, other than his sketchy behavior.

But yeah, he's been aggressive, sketchy and rude to me.

I don't do anything though and I've officially agreed with Jonnie. I am scared of Kentrell. I finally realized I was when I was scared to move in the bed because I was scared of him waking up.

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