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November 14, 2019
12:00 p.m
Houston, Texas
Kentrell Desean Gaulden

mHouston, Texas Kentrell Desean Gaulden

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"Sir, do you need help." My fluttered and I looked at this doctor.

"Oh sorry no, not anymore. I'm sorry." I walked away going back to Javen's room. I don't know what happened, I just zoned out. Had a whole damn day dream that seemed so real. It was so much going on.

And it all started by me looking at that damn doctor. Turns out that was real, that dream was real too. I wasn't up to turn that dream into reality though. I loved Javen, wouldn't trade our relationship for anything in this world.

"Ja'Khari daddy love you ok. I would never hurt you, your sister or mommy. I love all three of y'all ok." He nodded, I kissed his cheek. I went back in Javen's room and Jonnie was now here.

"Hey." She smiled giving me a hug and I returned one.

"Hey, we good in here?" She nodded.

"What happened Bae?" I shook my head.

"Nothing, nothing at all." I smiled.

"Ok, their going to start my treatment in about an hour or so ok." I nodded.

"Jonnie can you give us a minute." She nodded taking the twins and leaving out the room.

"What's wrong?" I shook my head kissing her lips. She pulled away breathing heavily.

"Geez, what's up with you?" She chuckled.

"You know I love you right, and I'll never hurt you again. You know that right? I wouldn't trade you for no bitch in this world and I would never hurt the kids. I wouldn't ok, you believe me right?" My voice became shallow as tears built up in my eyes.

"Kentrell of course I know that. What's wrong baby?" I shook my head.

"I just want you to know, I will never hurt you again or the kids. I love y'all." She smiled running her hand over my hair.

"I love you." Hearing those words made me feel better.

"But where is all this coming from?" I shrugged.

"Just wanted to tell you." She nodded.

"Well I love you too, I mean it. We're gonna work on our relationship and get better. Ok?" I nodded.

"You know I had this weird dream about me cheating on you and then all this other shit. Like I wasn't attracted to you, I hit you, hit the kids, you and my brother actually started fucking around and shit and I was just a psycho, it was just a lot." I chuckled and she frowned.

"Kentrell that sounds like a damn nightmare."

"Felt like one." I shook my head.

"Well it's not real, thankfully. You're still my man and I'm still your woman. We're still Javen and Kentrell." I smiled.

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