make me

43-awaited times

I couldn't believe that she was going to go back... after wall this, she still wanted to go save her friends. All this really made me believe that she was just in a dark place with me at first. I now had proof that all she wanted was to protect people... If only she had been like this since the beginning.

Once we got back at the house, it felt like it had been ages I hadn't been there. The first thing I did when I got in was to look for Anastasia.

"Bunnyy!!" I ran to the room she was staying in and no one was there. I went in the library, downstairs, in the living room, the kitchen and all the places I could think of, but she was nowhere to be found.

Then the patio door opened and a small pale figure showed itself in the door frame. I ran to her and jumped in her arms, letting some tears fall down my cheeks.

"I thought you were dead..." I said looking at her.

"Me? Dead? Never..." she answered, smirking at me. I chuckled and hugged her again. She then noticed Raven standing behind me and lightly pushed me out of the way.

She looked at Raven like she was a ghost, like she didn't think she would get out of the kidnapping and at that moment I realized that all the time Raven was gone, Ana never thought she would come back.

She slowly approached her and put her arms around her waist. The height difference was intense, Ana didn't even reach her shoulders.

Raven hugged her back, bringing bunny closer to her. When they stopped hugging, Ana crossed her arms and looked directly into Raven's eyes.

"Don't you ever do that again." She said sternly at her. Raven smirked and pat the top of her head.

"Yeah... bunny," Raven looked at me while using the nickname I gave Anastasia, "It wont happen again, but I have to go back..."

"What do you mean?!" She asked glaring at her.

"Polly and Amos are still there... and King betrayed us, I'm the only one who can do something." She looked down at her not even flinching a bit when Ana started hitting her repeatedly. Raven pushed her away, holding her head in her hand to keep the distance.

"Okay now... me and Loki will plan something and I'll send someone to be here to protect you and Bee, but it can wait for now, I have a feeling that there's more to it..."  Raven said letting go of her head.

"More to it?" Ana asked.

"Yeah, I don't know what yet..." Raven gave me a quick glance before looking back to Ana. I knew she was thinking about something, I just didnt know what.

"And you... you smell different." Bunny came back to me and sniffed my neck. She looked back to Raven with the deadliest glare she could do. "You fucking dumb ass, are you this selfish??" She screamed at Raven.

"I had no choice..." she looked at the ground and for the first time, Raven looked submissive, I guess the only one that could talk the her like that was her one and only child, adopted child more so.

"What hurts right now?" She asked me.

"My head a little bit... but it went away compared to before." She ran to the cabinet containing spices and medicine and made some sort of tea. She then gave it in my hands and stood in front of me. I took this as a sign to drink it, she wanted to make sure I took it all.

I finished it and showed that the cup was now empty, she smiled, took it back and put it in the sink.

"Better?" She asked me smiling.

"Yeah... actually, it really helped." I noticed right away that my headache was almost completely gone.

"Good," Raven interrupted, "now come with me." She took my arm and pulled me with her upstairs. "You stay down here." She told Ana. I was getting scared, but the only thing I could hope was that Raven would go easy on me.

We got in her room and she pushed me lightly onto the bed. Then she started taking off the hoodie she had taken from her friend.

"Do you know how long I've waited for this?" She said while getting on top of me.

"I-I..." I couldn't talk, I was terrified, but still turned on for some reason... I really hated my body sometimes.

She put her hand around my neck and pushed my head up, leaving my neck exposed. She started kissing me, nibbling on my skin and leaving marks. Raven then took her hand up my body under my clothes and caressed my skin.

"I so want you, Bee... can I take you?" She said looking into my eyes with a small smirk. I didn't know what to think, I did want her, but I was scared she would hurt me again, but just the fact that she asked me before doing anything made me feel better about all this.

"Just don't hurt me, okay?" I asked her.

"Not even a little bit?" I knew she was a sadist, but I was scared. She caught on quickly, only by reading my facial expressions.

"Okay, remember the colour code?" Raven asked me.

"Yeah... I do." I looked to the side feeling that my cheeks were turning red.

"Then say it, red means?" She started taking off my shirt while asking me.

"Red means stop, yellow means slow down and green means everything is okay..."

"Good..." she smirked at me again while taking the last piece of clothing I had on. By reflex, I hid myself, but with only a glare, I took my arms out of the way.

"Will you listen?" She asked while hovering over me.

"Yes..." my voice was so soft, it was almost impossible to hear me, but I knew she did.

"Yes... what?"

"Yes, Mistress..." I felt blood rush over to my face, I could swear I was as red as a tomato. I guess being away for months made me forget how this was.

"Good girl... now I'm gonna ask you this, do you want to be in the haze? I promise I wont do anything that's to much." I thought about it and I knew it made me feel better, so I accepted, giving all my trust into her promise.

I looked into her eyes and felt my whole body becoming warm. I wanted her now, I needed her to fuck me more than ever and it was urgent...