make me

51-paradise

So thats what they do. They hurt people all around them, causing hatred and despise to rise into the ones that used to love them, until all they have left, is the mask they thought would be the solution.

"Do you really mean that?" She asked me, surprisingly able to hide any drop of emotion that could've shown.

"If I'm already dead, what difference does it make to me?"

"Mm... I guess you're right." She smiled softly and gave me a tissu to wipe my face clean. I took it hesitantly, but it was clear to me that she had no intention on hurting me because of what I had just said. I didn't know exactly what to do with the tissu after, so I gave it back to Raven and she put it in a small pocket in her backpack. I was really wondering what she had brought with her in that thing.

"Follow me. I want to show you something." She started walking at a rapid pace, so I didn't waste time to follow her. After walking for 10 minutes in complete silence, Raven turned around to face me and said that we had arrived.

I looked around me and tried finding what she wanted to show me, but I couldn't find anything, much like when she had smelled the deer before me.

"What did you want to show me?" I asked her.

"Come up here and you'll see."

I followed her up the mountain to see a vaste land stretch out before me. We were at the top of the mountain now and I could see everything bellow us.
I could see vibrant green grass stretching for as long as you could see from the top, and where we were, big trees and small flowers were covering the ground. I guess people wouldn't call those plants, flowers, most of them were considered weeds. But to me, they were flowers. They smelled good, were colourful and were pretty, so why wouldn't it be a flower? I guess when something is seen too much it loses its value, but to me, even if something is common, it doesn't change its beauty.

"It's- beautiful..." I looked around me, not even sure where I should look at the most, because everything was astonishing. I laid down on the flowers and looked at the sky, trying to make out forms in the clouds.

"Look at that one, Raven." I pointed at the sky, "it looks like a bunny." The form reminded me of Ana.

"Yeah, it does." Raven smiled at me.

She laid down next to me, but instead of looking at the sky, she looked at me. I turned myself to face her and I smiled back at her.

"Thanks... for bringing me here... it's actually the first time I see something as beautiful and spectacular as this."

"You never looked in a mirror, love?" She laughed teasingly. I pushed her slightly while laughing with her.

Sometimes I actually wondered if I loved her... even after everything that she's done. I'm naïve .

She brushed my hair out of my face and approached herself to me. Raven looked me in the eyes for a moment, as if she was taking in all of my features and kissed me.

The breeze was brushing over our tangled bodies like a warm, but thin blanket. All of this seemed like a dream. The sky was a pretty blue with soft clouds, all our surroundings were overflowing with nature and everything bellow us seemed... opened.

It's like everything was free here. Everything was happy and the feeling it gave me was the same. Freeing.

We broke the kiss and Raven kept looking at me as I turned around to look at the sky once again.

"Bee," I looked back at her, "I didn't bring you up here just so you could see the view..."

"Then, why did you bring me here for?" I asked her visibly confused.

She turned around and took out rope from her backpack she had put on the ground besides her.

So that's why she had that thing...

"I- but what if someone sees us?" I was a bit concerned, but I knew that it wouldn't stop her from doing what she wanted.

"That won't happen." I agreed to it, unsure of what would've happened if I didn't.

She got on top of me and started kissing my neck slowly, bitting my skin on my most sensible spots. At this point, she knew everything about my body.

"Give me your hands." She said sternly. I really didn't want to do it... I had no idea what she was planning on doing.

"No." The brat in me came out. Shit.

"Excuse me?" She looked me dead in the eyes, and clearly, she wasn't messing around.

"I- I don't want to..."

"Sorry love, but you're not deciding on this one." She pinned my body down with her knee and grabbed my wrists, pulling them together. She took the rope next to her and started tying my hands together.

"Noo, I don't want toooo." I whined while struggling to get out of her grip.

"Stop struggling or I'm going to have to punish you." That wasn't going to stop me, I was feeling extremely bratty at that moment.

I continued struggling and once Raven finished tying my hands together, she took another rope and tied it on my restraints. She wasn't planning on what I though she was... right?

She pulled the rope in one quick motion so I was up on my feet and leaded me to the closest tree.

Oh fuck.

"No! Raven!" I pulled on the rope, hoping it would have some effect, but the only thing that happened was that I fell on the ground.

"You're such a fucking brat, aren't you, my little slut?" She threw the rope in the tree, tying it to one of its branch so I would be standing up with my hands kept in the air.

"Raven... please..." I looked down at the ground, ashamed.

"Colour?" She asked me.

"Green..."

"Good, because you just broke a lot of fucking rules." My mistress said while forcing me to look at her as she held my chin up.