make me

17-love

Aftercare? Or was she just going to fuck me again... I thought while rolling my eyes.

Raven opened the door, revealing a bubble bath. She sat me down in it and then she took of her clothes and submerged herself in the water. I felt so weak and drained that I had trouble keeping my eyes open, but I could feel her gaze on my naked body... I knew that feeling really well.

"How are you feeling Bee?" I could hear the worry in her voice, but I knew that she tried to hide it.

I hummed in response, since I couldn't really talk at that moment. I opened my eyes to see her nod, then she took the bar of soap and began rubbing my body with it. When she finished she rinsed me and washed my hair. It did feel good, but staying awake was a real trouble. Raven is a vampire, so she probably doesn't even sleep that much... that's probably why she's not having trouble staying awake right now, but again, she didn't cum for 5 hours straight, unlike me.

I was drifting in and out of sleep, fighting the urge to just let myself go, but a few minutes later, my body gave in and I fell asleep.

I woke up in Raven's bed in a new pyjama. It looked like she took care of me, so I felt relieved. At least I wasn't fucked in my sleep...I thought, but I didn't know that for sure. I turned around to face the little alarm clock on the nightstand, it was 2 pm.

I closed my eyes and sighed, I thought about my parents. I wondered if they were okay, but honestly I didn't really care. They probably didn't even think about me, so why should I care about them...right? That's what I tried telling myself, but I still felt sad that they sold me, I mean, who wouldn't.

Raven entered the room and saw that I was awake. "Good afternoon, sleepy head. You feeling better?"

"I guess..." I replied looking to the side.

"You're doing this again? Come on, just be happy for one day and I won't do anything bad...deal?" She proposed to me.
I thought about it and even thought I felt like shit right now, I didn't want to be used again... so I went with it.

"Sure, but you gotta promise you won't do anything."

"Promise" she said while crossing her heart. "Come downstairs with me, you're gonna choose what you'll eat...I'm pretty bad at choosing human food..." she laughed and started walking down the stairs. I followed her to the kitchen and once we were there, I just stood in place, not wanting to get punished.

"You can look around...I promised I won't do anything, remember?" Normally she would've mocked me for staying there, but weirdly, today it looked like she tried being...sympathetic. So I started looking around, still being extra careful not to anger the beast.

"So hum... do you eat food?" That sounded so stupid, I thought to myself.

"Well, if you're question is do vampires eat food, then the answer is yes... but it's a choice. You see we don't need it to stay alive, we just need blood, but some of us still eat for the sole purpose of pleasure." Raven clarified.

"Do you eat food?" I repeated my question emphasizing the 'you'. I appreciated the information, but I just wanted to know if she ate food.

"Well.. no. But only because I can't cook." She laughed, it was clear she was embarrassed. I smiled at the sight of a vampire "god" blushing because she can't cook food.

"I could make something for both of us... and teach you, if you want." I asked her hesitantly.

"Hum...ok, if you want to." She answered unsure.

"Ok well, do you want pancakes? We can start easy." I said while starting to look for flour in the pantries. It took a while considering the size of the kitchen, but after a couple minutes I had found it. I tried looking for the other things I needed, but Raven interrupted my scavenger hunt to ask what I needed, it was obvious that I was struggling.

"What do you need?" My mistress said while getting up. I backed away slightly by reflex, but I relaxed when I realized there were no dangers yet.

"I need sugar, baking powder, baking soda, a bit of salt, milk, butter, eggs and vanilla extract... at least that's what my grandma used, her pancakes were delicious." I thought about all the good times I had with her, sadly she got executed by the vampires for stealing a bit of food since we were poor, I had to watch the public execution when I was 7 years old... maybe if I hadn't witnessed that event, I wouldn't have survived here-

"Bee, are you okay?" Raven brought me back to reality snapping her fingers in front of me.

"Yeah, sorry I was thinking..."

"What were you thinking about?" She asked me.

"Why would I want to tell you?" I answered bluntly, I had gotten a little bit defensive I can admit, but I think it's obvious why.

"Calm down princess, I was just trying to make conversation. What about you tell me what you were thinking and I tell you something about me too?" She glanced at me while getting the butter.

"I-I don't know, what would you tell me?"

"You ask a question, I answer. Simple."

I thought about all the things I could ask her, but one echoed in my mind, begging to be answered and I knew I had to ask her.  "Why are you like this with me?" I blurted out.

"What do you mean?" Raven asked tilting her head.

"Really? What do I mean-" I repeated sarcastically holding the bridge of my nose, not believing I had to tell her what she does wrong, "-why do you beat and fuck me and then say you love me, it's clearly not love."

She chuckled and approached me, I backed away until I was against the wall. She put her arms next to me, making sure I wouldn't go away and whispered in my ear: "I don't think you know what love is to me..." she played with a strand of my hair, "love to me, is being helpless to someone, giving them your whole body and mind, pleasing that person with your obedience and submission, love is also receiving the submission of someone, pleasing them, taking care of them and worrying about them..." she lifted my chin up and kissed me. She broke the kiss and walked away looking nostalgic. "love is something beautiful, but sometimes, it gets ripped away right before your eyes and you can't do nothing about it..."

I thought I saw a tear fall down her cheek, but she wiped it away, turned around and smiled at me.
"So what were you thinking about?" Raven asked me like nothing happened.