make me

49-speed

My body wasn't in a conflict anymore, it was in a whole fucking war.

We watched a couple of movies and cuddled until it was about noon. At that time, I was already getting hungry again, which disgusted me.

"Raven?" She looked at me, waiting for what I'll say, "I'm kinda hungry again..."

"Yeah, I was expecting that... don't worry though, when you finish turning, you'll only need one dose of blood per day, but for now, it'll take three at least."

"Mm... okay, but I don't want to drink from a human, I can't..." I lifted myself to look at Raven properly. She looked at me and smiled softly. I think she was happy that I was able to feel comfortable enough to speak my mind to her, especially while looking into her eyes...

"You can start with an animal, like a deer.., would that be okay for you, princess?" She smirked, lifting her head up slightly to show off dominance.

"Is that the only option?" I asked with a bit of attitude. The nickname made me cringe, but I brushed it aside.

"It's the better option... when the prey is alive, it gives you this sense of euphoria that a lot of people get addicted to, but it's easily controllable. Thought for you, since you're in the middle of being turned," she paused looking ashamed. I didn't quite understand why she was acting that way until I realized that the only reason she would be feeling like that, is if she regrets turning me. Honestly, I was happy that it affected her. "Since you're in the middle of being turned," she repeated, "it's better when it's alive, it can give you more nutriments and most of the time, there's more blood, so maybe you won't even need to eat tonight."

"Then I guess that's what I'll do..." Knowing I would have to kill a deer was making me feel down. I saw a deer only once. My family had locked me outside at night so I had to find some kind of refuge until the sun came up. It was quite cold, so I started walking into the woods to find something that I could possibly use to protect myself from the weather. After some time, I had poorly constructed some kind of roof that I curled myself under for the night. Once I had fallen asleep, I woke up to the sound of footsteps, so I tried hiding in the dark corner of my refuge, terrified that it might be a vampire. I was shaking and sweating profusely, trying to keep my breathing under control until I saw it. I had only seen those animals in books before, but it was even better when I saw it for real. The deer poked its head where I could see it properly, and like an excited child would do, I tried petting it. Needless to say it ran away the minute I moved.

"Okay, then. Get dressed, we'll go in the woods." Raven told me, so I got up and got dressed.

I chose some loose fitting pants and a T-shirt. I'm pretty sure it was hot out, but even if it was, I don't think vampires can feel temperature. But that needs to be confirmed...

I got down and Raven was already ready. She had a backpack with her and was holding the car keys.

"I thought we would just go outside the house, where are we going?"

"Somewhere better. Now get in the car, princess." She said smirking. I knew she was trying to piss me off, so I crossed my arms and stayed in place. She stopped walking and looked back at me. She lifted an eyebrow and turned around slowly.

"Do I need to repeat myself, because you know I don't like that..." she said with a dark and sinister voice.

"I-" I paused, not sure what to answer, but Raven sped to me and pinned me against the wall of the house. She leaned in close to my ear. I could hear every breaths that she was letting out, and I knew she was pissed.

"Now, Bee... I know I told you that I would respect your limits and I will, so if it's to much you say what?"

"R-red." I was turning my head to the side, trying as much as possible to get away from her, but if I learned one thing from Raven, it's that: you can NOT run away from her.

"Good. Now the thing is, I've been letting you do your things and I've been respecting that, because you need some space right now, but you're still mine, and don't think for a second that I stopped being a sadist. That's something that I will always be... so, I want you to be the good masochist I've seen in you multiple times and listen to your Mistress. Then, and only when you reach your limit, you can use the colour code. Is that clear, princess?" She let go of me and backed away slightly. I grabbed my wrists, massaging them while looking at the ground.

"Yes, Mistress..." This was turning me on. What the actual fuck. Why was I turned on? It didn't make any sense... I guess I did like that sort of dynamic after all.

"Good girl. Now come." She started walking back to the car and I followed closely behind her. She opened the passenger door, I got in and she buckled my seatbelt for me. She then, got into the driver's seat and started driving.

After a while, we reached the bottom of a mountain. We both got out of the car, Raven took her backpack she had put in the backseat and we started walking.

"So, first thing I want you to do is to simply run. You need to get used to the speed."

"Right now?" I asked her, I didn't know why, but I kind of felt embarrassed.

"No, Bee, tomorrow..." she said sarcastically, while chuckling a bit. The fact that she laughed made me so much more at ease. "follow me" Raven started running through the forest at an incredible speed, so I followed her.

Of course, I was way more slow than her, it was my first time after all, but soon enough, I had reached her. She looked surprised, but she smirked in a playful way and started going faster. She was challenging me. So, I pushed through and started going way faster than before. The speed was almost overwhelming, but the feeling it gave me was amazing.

I felt free.