make me

5-Blood

After she untied me, we went to take a shower upstairs since it was bigger. She tied the chain hanging from my collar to the pipes on the wall and we began cleaning each other, kissing from time to time.

"Do you want me to wash your hair?" She looked at me surprised, but accepted shortly after.

I took some shampoo and began massaging her head making her groan a little bit.

When I finished rinsing it off, she did the same to me. We looked at each other and I could feel myself fall for her every second of it. I didn't want to love her, but it was like everything in me was addicted to her. I knew that they're was more behind that mask she uses.

I looked at her beautiful pale face and touched her black hair, pushing it back so it wouldn't cover her anymore. Since she was way taller than me, she was looking down at me, smiling a bit.

She cupped my freckled covered face with her hand and kissed me. I touched her neck with one hand and her cheek with the other as she did the same and we started kissing each other passionately.

I was falling for this monster... I really was.

She let go of the side of my neck and gripped my butt making me laugh a bit.

"What?" She asked.

"N-nothing, I was just not expecting it..." I said starting to worry.

" and you laugh when something like that happens?"

"Sometimes..." I said while lowering my face, getting ready to be hit...

"it's cute" she said, smiling. I looked at her eyes and laughed nervously. Her eyes...

*slap* I put my hand over my cheek, now laying on the floor and looking down. I glanced back at her. She grabbed the chain and pulled it up so I was choking on it and wasn't able to touch the ground. I tried pulling on the collar to keep myself from choking, but I couldn't... it was too tight.

She let me down, so I could breath and after a couple seconds, she grabbed my chin and made me face her. I didn't look in her eyes, so she let go.

"Remember who you are." She said, turning off the water and getting out of the shower. She threw me a towel and left the bathroom.

I dried myself off, but couldn't get out since the chain was still locked to the pipes. I fell asleep on the shower floor with the towel covering me, crying and desperatly hoping that I would get out of here.

I woke up, but Raven was still not here. I thought that maybe, she wasn't awake yet or maybe, she's gone getting some groceries or I don't know vampire stuff. But hours passed and she didn't come in.

I tried getting the chain and collar off, but they were both kept on by some pretty good locks. I was trapped there and cold.

I heard my stomach growl and began to look around the bathroom to see if there would be food around. But of course, there wasn't... it's a bathroom after all.

I also tried opening the door, but couldn't. I wondered why, since the lock was inside, but Raven probably took care of that. I really wanted to get out, but nobody came.

I looked at myself in the mirror for most of the day and noticed how much I had lost weight in the small span of a couple of days.

I looked at my face and saw that my blue eyes weren't shining as bright as they did before all this. My round face was starting to lose its roundness due to the lost of weight and my already pale skin, became whiter.

When night came, I decided to just go lay back on the shower floor and wait for the morning.

I woke up from a knock on the door and jolted up. Raven got in and untied me without speaking.

She tugged on the chain and led me downstairs to chain me back up again. She didn't even look at me, she just went back upstairs and left me in the dark not even bothering to turn the lights on.

Hours passed by, and the door opened enough for me to see her face. I looked down immediately as she sat at the end of the bed.

"I don't want you to look at me in the eyes, because I'm ashamed to be this way.... I don't like being a monster." She explained. It became evident to me why she didn't come for me yesterday: she was embarrassed.

"And to be completely honest, right now you're the only thing that's keeping some humanity in me. But you know that having humanity in the vampire world is frowned upon... so that's why I keep punishing you. I don't want you to ruin me." She looked at me saying the last sentence without even a feeling in her voice. As I looked up and noticed she was closer now, she pulled my hair and bit my neck painfully. I let out a whimper of pain and waited for her to finish.

She took her fangs out of my bruised neck and looked at me.

"You really do have a pretty face, you know? It's sad, it's not gonna be pretty anymore, soon..." I looked at her in horror, wondering what she would do to me.

She started to punch me repeatedly, as I was trying to keep her from hitting me, But I was too weak from the loss of blood and blacked out.

I woke up and tried to look around me, but I couldn't open my eyes. My face was throbbing and I could feel every inch of it hurting like hell.

I laid on the bed wishing for ice to cool my burning face. I heard the door open and soon felt a needle enter my cheek. A bit of time passed and my face was healed enough for me to see.

Raven was sitting next to me with an empty look on her face. She didn't even look like she regretted things.

She reached for a tray and gave it to me. It was uncooked steak. I looked at it, wondering what she wanted me to do with it.

"eat it," she said.

I looked at it in horror and slowly started to lift it up. I took a bite out of it, but when I started chewing I puked.

I began panicking trying to clean it with my hands, but couldn't do much.

"Now, imagine having the same feeling that you had eating that, but you're body needs it. That's what you're doing to me. You're making me feel disgusted of blood again." Raven said.

She got up and went to get cleaning products and handed them over to me.

"I want it to be as clean as before when I come back." She whispered in my ear and gave me a wink. I looked at her confused and when she got out of the room and I began cleaning.