Joy And Pain [COMPLETED]

💉Pain💉

Pain.

Today was long overdue. I cant even lie I was happy as hell at how things turned out at my new business. Of course, Laylay did her thing as usual and everything seemed to run smoothly. To me, it was just like another big ass party. The only thing that I was a little disappointed about was that Trey was a no-show. I mean that nigga never missed anything big in my life so I was wondering what the fuck was up. I hadn't seen him all day and Laylay said he would be there.

I'm not going to act like a spoiled child but the fact that he didn't show up made me a little mad but mostly concerned. And unless Laylay knew what he had going on then she should be worried too. My brother wasn't the type to not keep his word or disappear into thin air and she knew that.

"Ay bro where you at?" I left a message for him to call me back before I headed out.

Honestly that wasn't what was really on my mind and bothering me right now. I mean I was definitely concerned about my brother but at the same time, he was grown and probably handling some street shit or some shit wit Laylay that happened. I wouldn't put anything past them. What was really throwing me off was seeing Joy today.

Man...she looked beautiful. She looked even better than the last time I saw her. I mean it looked like she had gained a few pounds but I couldn't lie shawty was looking good and getting thick in all the right places. To be fa real. I never thought we would cross paths again, to be honest, but it made me happy we did. I mean I lowkey hated that I was that much of a dick to her and there was no real excuse since it had only been three months ago.

As of currently let's say I've been working on myself and atoning for all the bad shit I did over the years. Most those girls in the past I didn't feel bad about cause it was never no bad blood between us. It just was what it was. I'd fuck wit a shawty for a bit and then move on to the next. I had a few in rotation but there was no body I took serious really.

Shit the only reason I invited Layla ass was cause she was this bad ass lil shawty I met last year during a business trip. I had a hell of an experience with her fa real. Ultimately she was an asset for me. She could easily diffuse a situation, she was eye candy and it didn't hurt she was bilingual.

She was Spanish with long hair and a fat ass. So you know a nigga like me was not passing that up. We been fuckin for a while but were not together or anything like that. She was just cool people. She's simple; she likes to be spoiled a bit and that isn't a problem with me.

I rubbed my temples as I got into my all-black BMW. I just would have never guessed Layla knew Joy. Well according to Joy, Joy's friend.

I headed home and checked my phone. Still not a call or message from Trey or Joy.

"I hope this nigga okay." I said out loud as I debated on stopping by the trap or his house to check on him.

I gotta be dumb as fuck to move how I did. I had fuckin forgotten about the fifty I left on her dresser. Joy's reaction alone tells me she definitely wasn't no one nighter type. Really she wasn't like these other women and it took me some time to realize that. When I think back to the night at the club the main reason I wanted her so bad was because she tried her hardest to avoid me. It was like conquering some title or some shit.

Hell now that I think of it most of the women I've encountered would flock to me. Not on no cocky shit but I could easily pull a chick from anywhere. But with Joy it was different. When we first met she was avoiding me and then again today damn near the same thing. I still couldn't figure her out. But I knew deep down for sure she wanted me.

I sucked my teeth.

Damn, I knew I should have called her phone so I could have her number. I shook my head at my lack of good ideas at the time. I pulled into my driveway and headed in.

All night she was all I could think about. I wondered if she lived in the same place.

Maybe I could pop up on her? Or if Laylay had gotten her number I could give her a call. Shit now I'm starting to sound crazy. I just wondered what was up with her? I honestly hope she would give me another chance cause although it had been 3 months, things had entirely shifted in my life when it came to relationships or at least wanting one. In reality I knew if the tables were turned and If I was her I probably wouldn't. But all I could do was try and wait and if that didn't work id come with a back up plan.

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