Joy And Pain [COMPLETED]

Laylay

Trey is really the love of my life. Okay, I know what you're thinking she has to be dumb to ride for him the way she does. Hell, I'm not even going to lie I am completely slow when it comes to this man.

I looked over to see him laying there still not responding to anything I tried. Every day would start the same with me washing his face. The first two nights I cried. Just Praying he'd wake up. I was kicking and screaming calling his name. Yesterday I tried music. Played our favorite songs playlist and still nothing. Well, today I'm going to try food. Cause I know my man can eat so I knew that this had to work. I scrolled through Ubereats for some food while reminiscing.

It's crazy to think I met him when I was 15 years old just by helping his momma with some groceries. She was a sweet lady Ms.Kim; she was the reason we really ended up together. I use to work at the corner store a few blocks away from them. So she would call for delivery just around the same time every day I worked just so I would run into Trey and he could grab the groceries from me.

It was simple back then. Before it came with all of the shit of being his woman. The thing was as we grew so did our problems. We won't get into the drive-by, the kidnappings, or the shootouts. I loved him don't get me wrong but I just didn't know how much more of this I could deal with. I thought losing our baby was enough but losing him too would honestly break me. I just hoped we can weather through this storm and then I can convince him to leave the game permanently now. Because honestly there was nothing I wanted more than to grow old with him.

I was so irritated with myself and felt partially responsible for him being there in the first place. A few days ago we got into a fight about something I offered to do. See Trey and I's sex life has never been boring but let's be real after 19 years of sex what else could we do? So I suggested a threesome. It was a joke at first until it became a thing. Now, this wasn't anything that just came about. We had talked about a few times while he was locked up and a few more when he got home. I just wanted to surprise him. And that's right around the time I met Karen.

Karen was this woman I met at an event a few months before Trey got home, She was about my size maybe a little smaller with a thick curly fro at the time. With her big doe-shaped eyes she looked like a natural beauty easily. We bumped into each by mistake and had spent the night talking like old friends and exchanging business cards at the end of the night.

It took her a few brunches and lunches before she asked me if I was interested in women. That's when she explained she was into men and women. I was honest with her. Yeah, women were beautiful, she was beautiful but my heart and body belonged to Trey. I wasn't trying to kill her vibe but it was something about a man's touch, my man's touch that was just it for me.

Since then it's been strictly friendly until I brought up a threesome a few weeks ago. I had no idea how to navigate something like that so I asked her for her advice. She gave me some tips and suggestions on what to do and finding a person. She suggested I choose and make sure I clarify boundaries with everyone before initiating it. After explaining to her I wanted someone I could trust she offered herself.

It took me weeks to come around to the idea but I agreed. She was someone I had become close with so it didn't seem like a bad idea. I invited her over for drinks one night. You know just on some casual chill shit just so they can meet and I could ask what he thought but that's when shit took off.

Karen and I had a few glasses of wine while Trey was on his third shot of whiskey. I decided to find something on Netflix we could all watch. The next thing I knew Karen was kissing my neck while Trey's hands explored my body. I'm not going to lie the shit felt good but it was just too much. I excused myself only to come back and see them kissing. They both pulled me in taking turns kissing me as they caressed me. I was nearly naked by the time I'd stopped everything. I apologized to Karen asking her to leave and she said it was okay and to call her later.

Trey was absolutely pissed that I had stopped everything. I just wasn't ready and I was trying to get him to understand that. After all, was said and done I had told him to fuckin leave since it was only pussy he cared about. I could tell he was over my attitude as he walked into the room to change. He came out trying to hug me but I pushed him off before he walked out slamming the door behind him.

I tried to shake my mind from that night. As I continued to look at menus until found some Jamaican food he would love so I ordered it.

I sighed looking at my phone. It was fucked up cause I didn't even respond to his last message that night.

Trey: Bae I know you're mad but don't be. I promise it's not bout no pussy. I was just frustrated. Know that I only love You. Ima see you tomorrow. Can you set out my suit out for me? Call me if you not mad no more. Remember I love you.

P.s. let's have a make-up quickie in one of his offices.

She rolled her eyes disappointed in herself.

She crawled onto the hospital bed taking her place on top of Trey as she waited for the food to arrive.

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