Joy And Pain [COMPLETED]

🧍🏿‍♀️Kesha🧍🏿‍♀️

Kesha:

Wheeewww everyone who knows me knows I love me some Joy but lately...Let's just say she has been a lot. But don't get me wrong it's not all in a bad way.

It's just her damn hormones are everywhere and on top of her having a meltdown every few days she isn't as "Joyful" as she use to be. Now after today, I'm starting to think we need to change our dynamic. I thought I was the only mean one in this duo.

I don't know what it is but my God son out here making her a savage.

Is it sick I kinda like it?

See Joy always has been sweet. Wayy too sweet. I mean damn near had to break this girl damn arm to get her to curse. But after the first step, the rest of the shit was smooth sailing.

I met her bout 6 years ago and we have been inseparable since.

How could anyone blame us? Two peas in a pod really.

You know the classic Yin and Yang.

Anyways her granny was my granny's was besties growin up so naturally I felt like we would've been friends no matter what. When she got transferred in senior year bitches was hating like usual but you already know I had her back. She just looked like she needed a friend. What I didn't know is how much I would value her or our friendship.

She was always a good girl, and I mean always and my parents loved her for it. That's most of the reason why they encouraged me to always hang out with her. Little did they know was my badass was getting her in trouble left in right.

Shit, I got her on the dance team and she kept my GPA up. It was like a perfect fit.

What could I say we were just living life?

After high school, I didn't really know what I wanted but I know I wanted more out of life.

It was like no matter what I did or decided she had my back 100 percent. And honestly, that is all I could ever ask for from anyone.

By the time our first year in college ended, I had my mind made up that it wasn't for me and she did nothing but support me. Hell, my parents cut me off. Refused to speak to me but Joy stayed solid. She let me stay wit her til I got on my feet. Shared her last wit me, broke bread when her granny died and so much more. So when a bitch start bringing in them racks there was nothing I wouldn't do for her.

She thought her graduation was something. Wait til my Godson's baby shower cause BABBYYYY, we finna turn that thang out!

I'm blessed to have someone like Joy in my life. When I say that I mean it wholeheartedly. Because of her me and my parent's are finally are speaking again. She still talked to them even when they wouldn't talk to me. Shit, she would tell them I was safe or encourage them to talk to me even when they were to stubborn to do so. I mean it had to work right? cause after 3 years they finally came around.

They believe dancing is in my past and I just work as a bartender now. And I mean it's half true cause I be getting niggas to buy them expensive ass drinks. But anyways I was planning on stopping dancing soon. I really had enough money to pay my rent up a few years and start a business. The thing was I just didn't know what kind of business to start. Joy still encouraged me and told me to save even when I didn't want to. She told me when I have figured it out let her know and she would help me however she could.

Now you see why I'm a little jealous of Pain ass.

This nigga is literally taking my best friend right from under my nose. She is not my friend she is literally my sister. Honestly, I'm happy for her cause she deserves a good man but at the same time, I feel like I'm losing her. And when I think about when the baby comes I wonder if it'll be any better? I'm just excited for him to come cause you already know he's finna be TT baby.

I'm not sure whatever the future holds but I got her back I just hope I don't lose her on the way.