Joy And Pain [COMPLETED]

Kesha and Laylay

Kesha
Sean really starting to irk my nerves.

Now I let a lot of shit go. Little things that made no sense but he really had the nerve.

I thought I was overreacting but one thing I can't fucking stand is a liar.

So after he surprised me I kinda felt like an asshole killing the vibe. It was like no matter what I did the rest of the night he was off. I let it go and dropped it thinking I ruined everything.

A few days passed we were back to normal as if nothing had happened. Last night we went out to eat and as were leaving some random man walks up on us.

Normally id read the situation as a coincidence but this man looked at us as if he saw a ghost.

That wasn't the kicker the issue was he looked a lot like Sean. And I mean a lot. Damn near twins.

I looked to the man who looked at Sean and smiled extending his hand to me introducing himself as Sean's brother.

It immediately caught me off guard since this was the same man who said all this trust shit, tells me he lost all his family and now he has a brother. One who is alive and well and looks just like him.

I tried to address it calmly but that shit did not work.

It's just me.

I was a little over dramatic but as look back, it's hard to say that I really am. On the outside looking in Sean has red flags. I think I just got caught up in falling for him.

He's been trying to explain himself but I havent been in the mood for it.

One thing I always knew it was too good to be true.

Laylay
I have been so happy that Trey is back.

You know I love me some him so even a weekend without him had me down bad.

I had tried to stay busy but I ended up spending it with Karen but sometimes she just gives me a weird vibe sometimes.

It's just the little shit she says or really how she says it.

I get it she like's me. And I mean 'likes' me but she doesn't get it I'm not really into women.

I tried to talk to her about it while Trey was gone since it seemed like the perfect time but she took it as him saying something.

I had to explain first I'm a grown-ass woman no one dictates how I feel or what I do not even Trey himself. I like her and all but my heart will always belong to Trey. He is my first and damn nearly only everything. I mean outside when we broke up those few times but Trey is my soul mate.

I tried to explain that to her. It didn't really go over well because she kept coming on to me.

After rejecting her she felt some type of way. I don't know if it was her or her hormones but she was losing her shit. I told her we could still be cool and friends even co-parent but for her none of that was heard.

The only thing that calmed her down was letting her eat me out.

It was honestly some weird shit and I didn't know what to do so the next morning so I left and she just kept calling me.

That was the night before Trey got back. I wanted to talk to him about it but I didn't want him to feel like I sabotaging his relationship with her or the baby. He already told me he had a lot going on with his visit so I figured a night, just one night of us would be enough.

The next day when we talked about it he didn't seem to be bothered by it. He just said she was trippin and give her time. I tried to explain but he said I wasn't obligated to be with her and if she can't respect how I felt then he had no problem distancing himself until the baby came.

I know that was a lot for him since I know how involved he wants to be. I just don't want this to blow up in our faces all because of me or her.

There was nothing more that I want than to be the mother of all his kids, our kids but fate has it way of playing all into its own way.

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