Joy And Pain [COMPLETED]

👩🏽‍🦱Joy and Pain💪🏾

Joy

Sometimes the shit I deal with surprises me. This nigga Montay went full-fledged psycho on me. I thought I was going to die before Greg stopped him. Whew, the way he beat his ass would have made me feel bad if he didn't try to kill me. Long as his ass stay far from me things will be fine.

Things have been going well for me and Pain. I mean besides the whole him not seeming like he wanted kids and you know the argument. I was going to keep pressing but he said he wants to be actively a part of our lives so I'm not going to keep trying to push him away. I kind of don't know where we stand but I think I'm going to listen to Greg's advice and see where it goes. Like he said it's not like we're together.

To me, it just seems like this pregnancy is taking forever to go by. Like nine months is literally 5 years in pregnancy time. The thing is I haven't even made five months just yet. I am not going to lie I have my days and then there are days I'm completely miserable. But it'll get better soon. Right?

I am glad to see I finally showing and I'm loving the lil bump my baby man gives me. At first, I was scared and even nervous to be a mom now I just can't wait to meet and hold him.

It's only been a day but Pain has been super overprotective since Montay showed up. So when he was supposed to drop me off he ended up spending the night, again. He did agree with the doctor on a staycation and promised this Sunday he was going to take me somewhere 'special'. So really I've just been at home talking to Kesha and packing.

She picked out a few outfits to pack and whined about not coming with me. Honestly, she was just a little pissed I didn't call her after what happened but I think she was just secretly jealous Greg beat Montay's ass and she didn't. She always hated that nigga. I told her we were fine but she promised me today she would stop by so she can check on us before we left.

Pain

I laughed cause Joy really thought she was a handful. I thought it was funny because in reality, she was the most easygoing woman I had ever met.

I'm not going to lie I was mad as hell how I found out she was pregnant. It was messy and all types of weird. Layla ass been knew what she was doing and whoever told her had to be close to Joy. I'm not even going to get into all of that. I just thought it was weird she felt like she couldn't tell me. Hell, we were talking bout each other's lives for weeks and she didn't think to say. 'Oh yea I'm pregnant'. I don't know some shit. Really it just bothered me not hearing it from her first.

But I'm not goin to dwell on it cause it is what it is and now we gotta baby coming.

That shit sound crazy. 

Me having a baby.

I'm just glad I'm having a baby with a woman like Joy. She's beautiful inside and out. I can only imagine how much different things could have been if it was someone else carrying my child. At least I know with her I'll never have to worry about her not taking care of our son.

I can't even pretend I wasn't mad as fuck after hearing the shit her ex did. Shit seeing her made it even worse for me. I know I can be a little hot-headed about my family but with her, it was like a whole different anger. I made a mental note to find that ex of hers and let his ass get a warning. Next time that nigga within 10 feet of her he gotta die.

I'm not playing when it comes to my son or Joy.....

Shit, I don't know what it is about her but she seems like she fighting herself when she already knows her ass is mines. I can tell. When she tells me no then caves in. How she claims it's only cause she's bored but always calls me. If she would stop with her guard. Damn, I'm just trying to make her love me.

I laughed at the thought of me being crazy over a girl now look at me.

It's all good though because people can only fight their feelings for so long. So Joy can play that hard-to-get game if she wants. I'm sure with just a little more time together she will come around. I got something special planned for our staycation and I think it might just be the thing to win her completely over.

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