Joy And Pain [COMPLETED]

Pain's Mind

Pain:

Meeting my sisters was better than I expected. The last five days had us out here like the Huxtables and a nigga loved it. Joy ass out here making sure we made memories. For me it was shit like that, that let me know she was the one.

It was crazy cause you never really think about the one until you have them or lose them.

For me, I'm trying my hardest.

This wedding shit got me stressed the fuck out.

Meanwhile, Joy seems to be calmly handling things.

I'm not going to lie it's kinda scary seeing her calm. 

I'm used to the emotional crying pregnant Joy but now her ass is a serial killer mad and calm.

Fa real I still can't believe Sasha ass really did that shit.

I know Joy's friends hell even Laylay going to be stressin her out bout this shit and I'm just tryna make it to our wedding day.

So much has been going on I just really haven't gotten the chance to talk to her. It's like she has something to say but then she doesn't. I wanna tell her to speak her mind but at the same time, I don't want her to tell me she wants to leave. Hell, all the crazy bitches I came wit during this short time I couldn't even be mad at her if she even had the thought of it.

I want to be upfront with her but at the same time, I know her ass is going to be mad or worried. Knowing Joy it's prolly both.

It's been so much been goin on I didn't really know how to tell her that the shit wit Montay not dead yet. Detectives have been harassing my spot like a nigga been on something. A few weeks back they caught me at the trap wit Trey and really shit just been hot. It's crazy cause I'm not even in the game no more but I can tell they have been keeping an eye on me, hoping to find anything.

Both me and Trey had to fall back leaving Sean in charge of everything.

I feel bad cause he's the only person we can trust but I know his ass doesn't wanna be in the game no more. Before he really ain't give a fuck my nigga would ride wit me til the end no doubt in my mind but I couldn't keep putting him in a position to cover for me or Trey. Sean was my best friend, no my brother and he deserved better than that.

Shit all of us have been dealing with a lot.

Sean told me his brother was back around and we had written off as a coincidence but now I'm not that sure. I was never fond of that weird nigga fa real and when Sean told me the truth about him I wanted him dead myself. Now all of a sudden he shows up.

Sean told me he was being watched. We knew it wasn't his brother but we couldn't be sure they weren't tied to his brother so I told him to stick wit the usual storefront routine of having the young niggas make all the moves.

Even the shit wit Esteban was at a standstill but one thing for sure was that nigga had to go.

Neither me nor my family could risk letting shit go.

I know they prolly thought I was layin low all the while I had someone on the inside keeping me in the loop.

I knew he was having a hard time finding someone to replace me so the damage he dealt to himself would keep him preoccupied as he searched for my replacement all while he tried to keep an eye on me and Trey would eventually ware him thin. In the end,  it would all fall in place. All I wanted to do was to get everything wrapped up since I was done wit the game but still had my feet in it.

I told myself 30 days.

That's all I needed to get shit in order.

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