Joy And Pain [COMPLETED]

👩🏽‍🤝‍👨🏾Trey and Laylay👩🏽‍🤝‍👨🏾

Trey:

That girl really love me man.

I don't know what it is but she really the only woman I can say I owe the world to and I mean it.

Fuck... thinkin bout last night I'm not going to lie the shit was amazing. Id never expect her to really go through with it. Hell, I was fine with just her but last night was everything id thought it would be with her.

Laylay lil ass been a freak thou. She just wasn't into women or shit at least I thought. After a few rounds wit ol girl she out here eatin pussy like me.

Shit all a nigga had to do was get shot for it? Id do it again.

Karen was a pretty woman no doubt but not too many women can match the beauty Laylay had. I been bagged a baddie

It wasn't just about her looks or swag for me cause best believe she had it. It was her heart. All the shit she had been through in this life; the least I could try to do was provide her with a little bit of happiness in it.

She had been there for it all really. My mom must have seen something in her cause she always would invite her big-headed ass over. I was young back then and didn't know how to appreciate her beauty. If I had only known then how too. She had these big brown eyes and long thick curly hair. She hated that shit but to me, it was one of the things that made her herself.  You know an identity trait.

Shit, we been through a lot and for the most part the bad shit was my fault. I'm not sayin ol girl perfect but damn she real close to it. I was stupid ass nigga just being young and cheating. She forgave me a few times but I was still out here doin hot shit.

It wasn't until we lost our baby a while back that I understood her value to me. I'm not gonna lie cause shit hurt. We use to stay up all night and talk about our daughter looking just like her or if she would look like me or Pain. I was sure she was going to be a daddy's girl. No doubt. It almost crushed me when I almost lost her and our daughter. The pain of expecting a child and preparing for her only to realize she will never be coming home is something entirely different. I knew the toll it took on me so I could only imagine what it did for her.

Nearly 12 years later I thought we'd have a gang of kids running around this muthafucka but you know how life is. It never goes as planned. I promised Laylay no matter what happened id take care of her until my last breath and beyond I promise to do just that.

She held me down fa real.

A nigga caught a case and she did too standing tall through it all. I came home and she was right there like all the bad shit between us never happened.  I loved that woman with all of me and nobody in this world could take her place.

I held the ring in my hand.

I had been thinking about getting it worked on but it was debatable.

It was the last piece of my mother we had.

Pain had given it to me a few weeks ago saying he knew Mom would want Laylay to have it. I knew he was right. Even with all the money in the world, she would always hold the most value in my life. I know it was long overdue but it was time to give Laylay the life she deserved because how I saw it she was always going to be my happily ever after.

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