Joy And Pain [COMPLETED]

Pain in Love

Pain:
Joy is really my everything.

I was looking down on her wit and Koi on my chest and I couldn't imagine life getting any better than this.

She was honestly the most perfect person in my eyes. How is it each day she got more perfect than the previous?

Really the day I put a ring on her hand was the day I was ready to make her my wife. No doubts.

We didn't have a 'typical meeting' but I was ready to give her our happily ever after regardless of that.

It wasn't all about her but me too. Hell after all I'd been through I deserved true love. It was all the crazy shit I dealt with early on that had me ready to settle down. Especially with a woman like Joy. Really she had shown me she was just as scared as I was but she was even more willing to fight for us. It was everything about her; any and everything from her was worth fighting for she had always shown me that.

See when I first met Joy it was definite on some visual shit.

Let's be real she was eye candy but after getting to know her she was so much more.

Joy wasn't liked the other women I've met throughout the years. She had this amazing personality that equally matched her beauty. Her body was phenomenal and the sex... Well you know that how we got Koi. Her lil freaky ass love to be fuckin on me.

Unlike most women I met Joy always like to read or study some shit. Her mind was amazing; some of the shit she said was crazy but the other shit was logical, kind, supportive and so many other things. She was her own type of smart and even with me being the complicated me she loved it. Plus she kept me with a smile on my face. I never really had that before.

She didn't care about trying to impress me it was like 'here I am' type shit. And even with all these things she was beautiful inside and out. What's even crazier she felt damn near the same about me. Think about it me as perfect? That shit sounds crazy.

That's why I can't wait to make her my wife and get old wit her and live our crazy life together.

Earlier me and her talked about meeting my sisters and she suggested that I invite them. It was a good idea since we had the space and after talking with Trey I was even more sure on meeting them.

My sisters actually called while I was talking to Trey so I guess it was an inevitable meeting. The idea of my family growing use to scare me but with Joy I wanted it. I wanted a bigger family and i knew with her it would be full of support and love . A true support like wit Trey. All my life it was me, him and my momma. Then I only had Trey, then came Laylay and Sean. Now within a year I got Joy, our son, my sisters and Kesha crazy ass. A truly blessed man.

Yea me and Kesha have a love hate friendship goin on. The real beef is her hogging my woman but other than that fa real she's a good person and a amazing friend. She is to Joy what Sean is to me so lowkey I came off as a hater but I wanted them to be together.

My nigga Sean was talking bout me fuckin up but here he is out here doin the same shit.

I mean I honestly get it. Sometimes we all want to erase our past. For him it was a constant reminder of loss so I couldn't blame him.

He use to be this social kid growin up then after all that shit happened my nigga barely talked to anyone. Nigga completely shut down. It was like a whole year of me bullyin on him fa real. I didn't give a fuck tho cause I was thinkin this lil light skin nigga think he better than me and that's why we not friends no more. We fought one day and he cried. Like nigga cried cried. He was tellin me how his brother was a monster and he wish he had died with the rest of his family.

Shit I was young I really ain't understand it but I knew that nigga needed a friend hell a family really. So whenever he got kicked out or ran away from wherever he was I always had a pillow, blanket and couch for him to lay on. Really I was glad when he was able to find a place to foster him that was nearby cause fa real that's my day one and if he had been anywhere else I'm not sure if I'd be who I am today.

That's why he is going to be my best man and I needed him and Kesha to get back on track. My mans was just going to have to learn how to communicate better. I figured since I was the whole match maker in this that they just needed a little more help.

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