Death

I'm hopeless in love with you

Liam's POV
I'm back with Soph but I don't feel the same thing I once felt.
I don't feel sparkles if we kiss , the sex isn't a pleasure and I don't find her so attractive. 'Li babe you look down' Sophia said sitting down next to me.
'Tell me what's wrong' she said , I stare at the wall 'I'm beyond confused' I said.
'Why?' She said worried 'I know someone who is in love with his best friend , first the best friend told that person that he loved him but that other person reactted stupid. Now that that someone find out he also likes him he said it was a mistake and there's no love. His back with his ex and that person is broken. He asked me advice but to be honest I don't know either what he has to do' I explained. It stays quiet for some minutes 'I think if I get it right , that the guy who is back with his ex is more broken then the someone who asked your help , i'm 100% sure that guy is scared for the truth he likes that other one but doesn't want to admit it anymore because he's to scared for the answer' She said 'But that someone have told him about his feelings and he just said he hasn't got any feelings anymore' I said pained , she smiles 'He wants to make the "someone" jealous it's obvious' she said.
'But how can you just make everything how it has to be again?' I asked , she smiles weakly 'Tell the truth , the person has to tell truth about his/her feelings and well see what happens' she's right , I have to be honest with him tell him about how I feel and I was just shocked when he randomly kissed me.
'Your the best Soph' I kissed her cheek , she smiles. 'I have to tell the "someone" about this okay so I will leave' I said , she nods 'Okay I stay here is that okay?' I nod 'course'.

I jump in my car and race to Zayns house. My heart beats harder with every footstep I get closer to his house , I let out a trembling sigh and I press the doorbell. He opens the door his eyes are slightly red 'Oh Liam... Hi' he said awkward , my mouth is running dry. 'can we talk for a moment alone?' I asked with a fast beating heart , he nods and we walk together to the park.

We sit down on a bench , my palms are getting sweaty and my whole body screams that I need to runaway but my heart says stay. 'Zayn , I wanted to talk about this already for a long time but I was scared... i'm still scared but i'm just gonna do it now' I said with a light tremble in my voice , he only nods. 'I have feelings for you and there getting stronger everyday , I know I've reactted stupid in the start that you kissed me , I hurt your feelings and i'm sorry I was just overwhelmed and beyond confused , what I feel when I kiss you is so different from what I feel when I kiss Sophia. I'm in love you with , I understand it if you don't love me I mean you have an amazing girl Perrie. I just want to know where I stand' I can barely get out the last sentence , I bite my lips nervously.

I look at Zayn his eyes are locked at the ground , how more minutes past I get more hopeless. I feel a tear slide down my cheek , I bite harder on my lip. 'Liam' he said I look up , his eyes are full of guilt. 'It wasn't your fault , I made a wrong move-' I cut him off by standing up , I don't want to hear the rest he's telling me he can't love me. I start running away , I hear his footsteps behind me I don't stop running , tears run down my eyes rapidly. He reaches for my shoulder and stops me , my eyes are on the ground. 'Listen to me Liam' Zayn said with a cracking voice , I sob quietly.

'Liam I-I made a terrible mistake okay? I went back with my ex because you deserve better , I'm not good enough for you Li , the fact you just runned away make the point , you tell your in love with me and I break you in pieces. I'm a horrible person okay' He ends the sentence with a sob.

I look up with angry eyes 'That's a lame excuse! just say it, tell me you don't love with me but don't leave me be hopeless in love with you!' I said , he shakes his head. Then he randomly presses his lips on mine , I want to push away but instead of doing it I kiss back. The kiss get pretty intense untill it get screwed 'ZAYN!!!!' someone screams he pulls away , Perrie is standing with big eyes. 'Perrie I can explain' he said pleading 'It was my fault' I said without thinking 'No it's not' Zayn said 'It is, don't believe him Perrie , I pressed my lips on his' I lied , I don't want him to lose his girlfriend by the heat of the moment.

'Pez , he's talking shit! I kissed him because i'm in love with him' he said , my heart drops in my chest. 'but what about us then?' she asked with tears in her eyes 'i'm sorry in the time we broke up I start getting feelings for Liam , I told him and he didn't have any feelings atleast that's what I thought. I wanted to have someone so we were together again but now Liam explained everything and I realise i'm still having feelings for him i'm damn sorry for not being honest' he explained my heart jumps. 'It's okay... I guess it's over now' she said kissing his cheek 'I wish you two the best though' she said with a smile.'Thank you' I said 'Bye Zaynie... Threat him good Liam' she said.

When she leaves I open my mouth 'But where do I stand?' I asked confused 'Where do you want to stand?' he asked with a cheeky smile , I roll my eyes and press my body closer to his 'Anywhere you are' I said under my breath. 'then it's official now , your mine' Zayn said with a smirk.

'let's have some fun boyfriend' I said , he smiles and we walk slowly away.

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Short Ziam update , They are officialy together!

At first I really wanted to have Zerrie and Sophiam but I changed my mind though.

Next chapter is gonna be 50% Loundry and 50% Narry ;)

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