Death

Why?

Harry's POV
I coulden't get myself out of the toilet , scared for Nialls reaction.
I choose to just go for it , I see Niall sitting on the ground with a bottle of water next to him, on his phone , he doesn't look happy at all.
'Niall?' I spoke softly he lifts his head and his blue eyes are a little bit red.
'What's wrong?' I ask he shakes his head 'No what's wrong with you?' He asked , I put on my best smile 'There's nothing wrong with me' I said , he looks at me 'Why is your head bleeding then? The truth please Harry' my smile fades a way and my hand reaches my head I feel the bleed stuck on my hand.
'I...uh didn't even know it was bleeding' I said , he looks at me sadly 'Why aren't you telling me the truth about it' he said 'I really didn't know it' I said 'but you know why it happend' he said.
I sigh 'I do, I bumped my head to the wall but... I can't make it more nice' I said , Niall stands up and feel on the place where i'm hit the wall.
'Never do that again please it feels pretty worst' he said , chills run down my spine and at the same time it's getting hot, vas happenin to me?

{A'N sorry for being Carroty but I coulden't leave it }

Nialls POV
Harry is having deep shit going on to , I think we need to help each other out and be there for each other I think thay wil make things better.
My phone vibrates and I see i've been metioned again in a picture.

"@NellyC : @NiallOfficial you such a weak douchebag #SorryNotSorry #NoRegrets"

It's a picture with a huge text saying "you mom find you ugly , your dad hates you , lay back in your grave again"
It looks like a part of me is been throwed in the bin , they are almost worse than my bullies , No never! they kick , punch and it you untill you die.
I just want to be Death , no judgements, no problems, no shame and no people around me.
Harry waves his hand in the front of my face 'Hello still there?' He said , I look up 'Ha...yes' I tried my best to look completely fine but I am just not.
I walk to the livingroom Harry follows me from behind.
'I think i'm gonna leave Niall, I give your sweats back tommorow okay?' He said , I felt dissapointed is he already leaving but I liked.
'No stay' I mumbled he smiles 'Maybe it's just better Niall I don't want to be a bother' He said I turn bright red about the fact that he just heared that.
'Y-you will never be a bother for me' I said as an chance to keep him here.
'Well then i'll stay' he said.
'It's 22:45 i'm a bit tired so i'm gonna sleep' I said Harry looks up 'I'm tired to, where can I sleep' I blush 'You can sleep in my bed with me... but of course you can sleep on the couch to , you can also in one of the empty rooms but that would be not so nice cuz I didn't cleaned the blankets or something and it's very cold there' I get interrupt by him 'Sleeping in your bed would be nice sleep in boxers so I hope it won't be a problem' he said i smile 'No problem I sleep in boxers to' he smiled back.
We walk to my room and change ourselves into our boxers.
I settle my place in the bed , Harry stands in his grey boxers and I can't stop staring at his tattoos he has many and it fits him.
'Do you like your view?' He said , he giggles I blush again 'S-sorry I just didn't knew you had , I like the birds it's realy cool I haven't seen that before' I said, he smiled and start lying next to me in bed 'I like them to' he laughed.
'Sweet dreams Niall' he said 'Goodnight Harry' I said.

It's 1:00 am and I can't sleep I overthink again 'Still awake Ni?' Harry whispered in my it scared me the shit out.
'Yes I overthink everything' I said sighing 'do you know what helps, come closer I know it maybe is weird' he said he pull me closer and put his arm around me.
'I swear it helps' Harrys raspy morning voice I feel save and he makes me feel calm.

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