Death

I don't wanna scare you

Harry's POV
I decide to call Louis to help me out this shit , i'm so confused.

"Louis"
"Lou i'm so confused please come to my place and tell no one" I said stressed
"Wow wow wow curl calm down"
"don't call me curl" I said through gritted teeth.
"Okay why so much hurry"
"This is serious Louis i'm scared and I feel like...like...I don't even know please" I begged on the phone.
"On my way" he hangs up.

My doorbell rings , Shane pops up in my head , don't open the door.
I hide myself behind the couch , this is actually pretty sad that I even hide behind the couch. I close my eyes 'get away get away get away' I whisper.

Louis' POV
Harry sounded like he was strand on a island. So i'm driving to hard , to get to Harry fast. If I get arrested he better pays. When i'm finally there Shane is standing at his house pushing the doorbel a lot of times.
He doesn't hear me coming so I take my chance and grap the collar from his shirt.
'Why are you hear?' I said furious , he weares a sneer on his face 'What do you think?' He asked irritated 'I'm the one asking questions twat so you better answer them' I said holding my fist close to his face 'I wanted to see Harry that's all' he said with a smirk I hit him in the face and leave him on the ground 'Asshole' I said.
I knock on the door 'It's Louis' I said the door opens 'Thanks Louis' Harry said with a smile he pulls me in.
'What was so terribly scary that I needed to come' I said , he chuckles for a moment. 'I...I don't know for sure.....scared...what...now' Harry mumbles but I coulden't follow , I rub his back 'Make a real sentence please can't follow your mumbles' I said with a chuckle. 'Okay I did a test on a site and it said I was actually gay but I don't know if I need to believe it cuz I think i'm not i'm to interested in woman but the other side of me tells me that it was just a kind of shield to cover it up... I'm so confused' He said almost breaking into tears.
I pull him in a bro hug , and put his head in my hands 'No matter if you are gay or straight or even bi you are still the same Harry as you were before and now' I said he nods 'But do you think i'm gay?' He asked 'If you look at all your tats than is the answer No but you are always good dressed what makes me wanna say Yes but you are also very interested in girls so that makes me say No' I explained , Niall pops up in my head he has a weak spot for him.
'Harry do you have feelings for Niall?' I asked, before I could even think twice ,he sighs heavy 'I don't know... when he says something I have my full attention on him but I have the same it you , when he compliments I get this warm feeling in my body and when he takes care of me and stuff I get these butterflies in my stomach' it takes him time to realise what he just told me.

It stays a long time quiet until I break the silence 'Harry I don't want to scare you away but I think you-' he interrupted me 'love Niall , I get it' he said , I think he is ashamed but why like it's a normal thing to be gay or bi.'don't say you are ashamed cuz i'm gonna be not very happy with that' I said , he looks at me like a lost puppy. 'I don't know what to do , so I am in love with Niall but he is straight I guess?' he said with his eyebrows furrowed 'we don't know maybe he isn't you can't tell by the look on his face if he is gay or straight' I said , It's a real pity for Harry this whole situation makes him only more insecure and that's really worse.
'You know you have to except the fact that you are gay or bi' I said he nods 'Gonna take time tho' he said.
'It's gonna end up okay I promise' I said smiling widely.

I stop it here cuz the next chapter is gonna be Ziam af so you better be ready ;)
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