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" I am so dumb. "

"Okay...what is it?" I ask walking back to him and he takes a deep breath.

" A lot..." He sighs.

"Well I'm here...and we have all night." I say and he look at my face suspiciously.

"Y-you're sure?" He stammers and my eyes widen.

" Did I just make Jackson Passaglia stutter?" I smile and he rolls his eyes.

" I hate you." He laughs.

"Ahhh you're just saying that because you like me." I shrug looking up at him and he grins.

"Now I really like you." He says and I laugh.

" So what did you want to tell me." I quickly say wanting to diffuse the tension.

" Well...a lot has happened, and I just...I have trust issues, which leads to.." He trails off.

" Protectiveness, Jealousy, fear, abandonment issues , and other things." I say.

"Yeah...how do you know ?" He asks.

"I well, I followed you here didn't I?" I laugh weakly.

" So you do admit it ?" He smirks.

"Yeah yeah don't let it get to your head." I smile.

" So yeah... I've been cheated on, lied too and other wonderful things like that." He says in a sarcastic tone.

"Ah yes we love that." I say and we laugh together.

We arrive at a beautiful river and we sit down on the grass watching the still water.

"Yeah and my Dad...he went to the army." He says and my eyes widen.

"Mine too!" I exclaim.

" Oh really I didn't see him at your house." He says furrowing his brows.

" Oh yeah..he died."

" I am so sorry I had no idea-"

"It's okay..he died a noble and honorable death." I whisper.

"His name was Liam Allen." I say my tone wobbly and tears stream down my face.

" Wait..." He gasps.

"Yeah he...jumped in front of his friend to save him." I inhale sharply.

" I- I know...your dad saved my Dad's life." He whispers in disbelief.

" Wait.." I say slowly and a feeling of anger,jealousy,sadness and gratefulness took over me.

" I am so sorry y/n. I am so sorry." He says putting his hand on mine.

" I just wanted my Dad....to come home. I just wanted to tell him that I love him one last time!" I sob painfully. Jackson's arms wrap around me and I pull away.

" I'm sorry." He says softly and I stop fighting hugging him tightly.

" Do you want to go home? I can take you." He whispers and I nod.

I wipe my tears and breath more calmly as we walk silently home. We turn the corner and arrive at my window.

" I'm so sorry." He says again and I look at him.

" It isn't your fault...my Dad was just a loving person, and I'm grateful that he protected your Dad. I don't want anyone every going through that type of grief." I sigh.

" Yeah...I just I'm not sure how to repay or how t-"

" You don't owe me anything Jackson." I say softly and he hugs me.

"Jackson...stay?" I ask and he pulls away.

" What?"

"Stay with me...I don't want to be alone." I say nervously.

" Of course." He says and we climb quietly back up the tree to my window.

I sit on my bed and he stands there awkwardly unsure of what to do.

" Come here...I mean if you want." I whisper.

" Yeah I just want to make sure you're comfortable." He smiles weakly laying down next to me on his back.

I turn to lay on my side and it's as if he read my mind. He puts his arm protectively around me and I take a deep breath and let it out. My back is against his chest and I can feel his gaze on me.

" Y/n ?" He whispers and I don't answer.

" You're beautiful." He murmurs not knowing I'm awake and I smile falling into deep sleep.

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Beep Beep Beep *

My annoying alarm sounds and I wake up turning it off. I look beside me and he's not there. I frown and get up annoyed. I look at his window and the curtains are closed.

" I am so stupid." I groan walking over to my bathroom. I shower quickly,brush my teeth, put on some clothes and do my hair still frustrated.

"I am so dumb." I say loudly.

" Well I don't think you should call yourself that darling." Jackson's voice echoes in my room.

"Why are you here?" I ask both annoyed and excited.

"I got us breakfast. I know you usually don't eat and you wake up at like what six am ?" He says closing the window . He puts iced coffee and (Y/F/Breakfast food) on my desk.

"How do you know that?" I smile.

" I enjoy watching you rush out of your house every morning.The way you run outside and with coffee in one hand and car keys on the others." He laughs.

"-and you call me the stalker." I raise my brows, the anger that was once rising is now replaced with butterflies.

" I wouldn't call it stalking. I would call it observing. " He says taking a sip of his coffee.

" So what? I'm some type of experiment now." I grin walking over to him.

" Shut up and drink your coffee. Your welcome by the way." He says running his hand through his wet hair.

" Thank you Jackson." I say sarcastically taking a sip of my coffee. I look at his silver rings on his hands. He is wearing his usual white shirt, this time though he has a green open button up and \ black jeans.

"I hope you slept well." He says softly.

" I did." I smile and walk over to him. I give him a hug and he places his head on top of mine wrapping his arms around my waist.

"Thank you." I mumble against his chest.

" Anything for you love." He says and I look up at him with wide eyes.

"What? you don't like the nickname?" He smirks.

"No no I do." I smile looking away. " It's just unexpected."

"Well you know me Mr. Unpredictable." He laughs and I pull away even though I can stay in his arms forever.

"We need to get to school." I say looking at the time.

"Honey...are you on the phone ?" My mom knocks on the door and I look at him with panic.

"GO." I mouth and he rolls his eyes.

"I'll wait for you outside." He hisses and I nod frantically.

A/N: I LOVE THEM SO MUCH BYE-

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