chapter 82

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The whole night shehnaaz was just sitting beside him and was looking at him whole night the pain of the injured hand was nothing infront of the pain that she is feeling right now...
Her mind and heart was continuously arguing over this situation mind is saying that why everytime he has to take his all anger all frustration on her why he did not control his anger his frustration.....? And her heart is saying that no metter what everyone knows that he loves her madly he will never hurt her intentionally sure there is something coz of which she is frustrated then again her mind mocked her that is she that much uncapable to know about the problems that he is facing.....? For once he should talk to her......
After a lot of battle between her heart and mind sleep took over her as coz of lot crying and pain she is totally exhausted........

Next morning sana wakes up first her head is aching so badly and the cheery on the cake is her injured hand which is paining badly......
She saw that she had slept sitting posture...... She saw beside her and saw that sidharth is sleeping she smile bitterly all the incidents of last night comes infront of her eyes......
She gets up from bed and gets ready and again does the dressing of her hand and goes down......
She meet everyone everyone ask her about her hand she just said that she sliped in the bathroom.....

In the room......
Sid wakes up with a bad head ache......
She gets up and his eyes is searching for shehnaaz in whole room but he did not find her.....
He goes to bathroom and stands under the shower........
He closed his eyes and all the memories of last night starts coming infront how he comes full drunk coz of the business thing how she yelled on shehnaaz and at last the thing which makes him shattered was the way he push her and hurt her...... He hurt his shehnaaz was the last thing he wants to do........
He immidiately comes out of the room after wearing his dress....
He is searching for his shehnaaz......
When he comes in the hall saw everyone sitting on the couch but shehnaaz is not there.....
He knows that where will be she....?
He rush to the kitchen.......
He saw that sana is trying to open a container but she is unable to do it coz of her injured hand....
He immediately rushed to her and take the container from her hand.....
Sana was shocked as well as confused with his behaviour......
Sid place the container in the kitchen counter and hold her injured hand in his hand.......
Sh- ye ye........itni.....itni ch...chot.......kaise.....
His voice is shaking fear is taking over his heart make his heart shake in fear and guilt.
S- sidharth...... Choti si chot hai thik ho jayegi plzz aap jakar sabke sath baitho maine breakfast lagwati hu sab apka hi wait kar rahe hai......
She said this normally but those words pinch in his heart like niddles...
Sidharth look at her eyes his eyes were full of guilt and her is full of pain.
Sh- baby..... I....
Sana did not let him complete his wprds and said....
Sh- plzzz sidharth aap sabse sath jaye aor baitha i m requesting you plzzz......
She request him so politely and this is making his situation more worst......
He did not know why she is behaving so nice she is not looking angry nor fighting with him but she is so politely talking to......
Sana again said plzz and he did not able to take this any more and left from there......

Everyone is sitting on the table and everything seems normal but only sid knows that what is going on inside his heart.......
He saw that sana is facing difficulty in eating food when he starts to feed him and coz of the family member she did not said anything and eat politely.......

After breakfast merry aunty strictly order shehnaaz to go to her room and did not come down as she has to take rest whole day........
Shehnaaz as a obedient child follow her all order and goes to room......
Sidharth also follow her.....
They both enter in their room.......
Sidharth lock the door while shehnaaz sit on the couch........
Sidharth goes to her and kneel down infront of her......
She only look at his face....
Sh- baby..... I......i....am....sorry.....i.....i....was....drunk.....
He is not able to form any word........
S- sidharth it's okay i am not asking you anything and i think i actully don't have any right to ask The Sidharth Shukla....... Why you drink so much why you are frustrated why you did all those things i can't ask any question to you..... And actully i don't owe your explanation........ And last night mujha sab samaj ah gaya.......
And now i will never cross my limits....
She said normally but her normal words are causing immense pain in his heart........
Sh- shehnaaz i am sorry.... I was frustrated like hell last night i don't know when i drunk so much and everything that i said i am not in my sense i m sorry jaan you know na how....how much i love you and your have all all the freaking rights to ask question...... Plzz don't say such things plzzzz bacha.......
His voice is craking the thought that he jad hurt his jaan his shehnaaz was making him vulnerable.......
Shehnaaz saw him..... His face is pale his eyes is red anytime tears will fall from his eyes this strong man is about to cry coz he had hurt her.........
This much vulnerable he is when it comes to her...... She know that he had a temper issue he can't control his anger and this anger causes harm to himself only she know that the pain that she is going through coz of injury was nothing infront of the pain that he is going through.....
He canvt see her in pain and this was to give by he himself how can he is able to handle it........
How much hurt how much angry she will be but she canvt see him vulnerable like this.......
She cupped his face in his small palm and make her look at her.......
S- Sidharth why you drunk so much last night is i am that worst that you even did not thought to share your issues with me ha aapne mujha itni bhi kabil nahi samjha.......
She pour out her heart she is not hurt that he said such things to her but sue is hurt that he did not even consider her to share his pain......
Sidharth look at her in disbelief and said.....
Sh- tum iss liya hurt ho mujse....maine tumha itna kuch kaha even i hurt you but you are not angry on me for this....
He said with amazed look.....
S- nahi sidharth i know you can't even think to hurt me in your dream also you are not in your sense i know this but aapne mujha kuch bola v nahi app mujha itna v layak nahi samajte.....
She said.......
Sh- no bacha not at all infact tum to mari jaan ho you r my everything ek tumhi ho jisse main apne dill ki baat kah sakta hu actully bacha in office someone is trying to take my possotion and this is not the problem i know no one can take my position but the thing is that someone is helping the person from my gang he is giving information to that person and i an not able to find that person.......
He said his problem......
Sana just kiss his forehead and said....
S- sidharth don't take stress you r the sidharth shukla koyi app par ek akh uthakar v nahi dak sakta and i m sure you will find that person but plzz be calm apne gussa ko apni kamjori mat banayiya plzz warna apka gussa apko hi taklif dega......
She said so lovingly sidharth just nodded and just rest his head on her lap to relax..... She starts stroking his head and he hold her injured hand and kiss it and keep it close to his heart......
And utter.......
Sh- this is the last time i hurt you bacha i promise age se kabhi v aisa nahi hoga main kabhi bhi apne temper ko hamare rishtay ke bich main ane nahi dunga........
He promise this and she smile...... 


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