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Okay sorry if this is late! -_- I got lazy updating yesterday because I felt boring.. -~- again sorry! XD
The next morning, I woke up with a very painful feeling all over my body. Every move that I make feels like my bones are dislocating and my muscles are ripping apart. I groaned as I get up from the bed and take the sheets off me. Then I slide my hand behind my neck and rotate my head carefully. With my bones cracking and aching in the process.
I sighed and stretched out. Then I slowly stood up from the bed and walked towards the door lamely. My legs are very weak and my body is so heavy. I feel like I will collapse anytime for my head is so dizzy and my strength can't give enough.
I walked down the hallways then to the stairs. Dylan is already dressed and ready to go as usual when I saw him downstairs. He then shot me a smile when he noticed me and stopped in front of me before heading to the door.
"So, I'll go to work again. Just see you later, then." He smiled and get his case and walked to the door.
I just smiled and watched him leave the house and walked to his car. He turned the engine on as soon as he got inside and started to drive the car to the open road until he went out of my sight.
I sighed as I close the door and walk to the kitchen. I go straight to the sink and get a cup to make some coffee. Then I sit on the table with a pancake in front of me and the cup of hot coffee that I now handle more carefully. I get the fork and started eating silently. Today is an another ordinary day for the whole house is silent as usual while I eat my breakfast alone. I occasionally glance at the coffee I made when my memory flashes back the moment that I spilled it onto me. And in the whole time I just eat the pancake silently not minding anything for the day.
When I finished my breakfast, I put the dishes in the sink and decided to wash them. It's only the plate and cup that I used so I quickly finished the work. Then I head back upstairs to clean my wound and change its gauze.
I was about to went up the stairs when the doorbell rang indicating someone is outside. I turned my head to the door before walking up to the door and curiously stand in front of it.
"Who's there?" I asked frowning and leaning closer to hear their answer.
"It's me. Open up." The person responded making me frown more.
I thought maybe it's looking for Dylan so I shrugged it off and said he's not home. But its respond made me stop leaving and stand on my place curiously.
"I'm not looking for him... I'm looking for you."
I stared at the door curiously before I opened it. Then my eyes widened and my jaw dropped when my sight saw the person who looks for me.
"Andrej..." I said whispering in surprised.
He smiled brightly as he look down at me with his deep blue eyes. Then he let out a soft chuckle when he saw my expression to his sudden appearance.
"Yes, I am. Miss me?" He asked smiling wider and leaning closer to me.
My mind went blank and I couldn't say anything. I'm so surprised to his sudden show up and I couldn't do anything but to stare at him in full shock and stunt. My eyes can't even leave his face as my body freezes and my mind gets lost from the moment.
"Well, I'll take that as a yes." He chuckled and snickered closer to the door. "Mind if I come in?..." He asked which snapped me out of my thoughts.
I think about it for a moment because I remembered this isn't my house. I think whether I'll let him in or not. But then I thought that maybe Dylan wouldn't be mad if I let him so I decided to agree and let him to get inside the house.
He slowly stepped in when I opened the door for him. Then he roamed his gaze around as we walk to the centre of the living room.
"Nice house. It's quite big." He said looking back at me.
I smiled as I met his gaze. Then I walked up to his side and lowered my head as I responded.
"This isn't mine. I'm just staying here for a while." I answered softly.
He looked a bit surprised when he heard my statement. But then he nodded slightly and continued looking around the whole house.
"Who's house is this then?..." He asked turning his head to me.
"A friend's." I answered quickly and he nodded.
I look at him shyly and he smiled sweetly when his eyes landed on me. My heart thumps as I study his face. All the good memories we have had flashed back as his sweet smile to me still remains the same. His looks and features didn't have any difference from the last time I saw him. And his eyes are mesmerizing and electrocuting as they were before.
These thoughts only made me think of one thing. The thing that was bothering me for the whole time and now is showing itself clearly to me. The thing which is also a fact that I couldn't deny to him, and even to myself. And that fact is that I missed him... I really did miss him.
I snapped out of my thought when Andrej came closer. Then chills ran down my spine making me stiffened on my place when he snaked his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him.
"I missed you, Amanda..." He said leaning down.
Then in only a matter of seconds, his lips touched mine which made my eyes to grow wide and my hands start to shake. I was so surprised to his move but I couldn't help myself from it. The way his lips massage mine makes me melt in happiness and sweet sensation. It's soft and swift motion against mine still give butterflies in my stomach. And the way it tastes is still as delightful as heaven.
I really longed for this moment to happen again. So, even though I know it's not right this time, I can't still just stop it for I also want it. I want it as much as he does. He makes me want it so bad that I didn't realize I already clung around his neck pulling him closer.
The kiss starts to deepens as he pushed me up to the wall. His hands caressing me gives shivers down my spine. His tender touches give warmth to my body as our skins make contact with each other. And his hot breath that tickles my lips adds up a good touch on our heated situation.
Andrej pulled away when he felt our both needs of air. We part away panting and hearts beating loud from what we did. He then cupped my face with his hand and looked me straight in the eyes. A sweet, delighted smile is plastered on his lips as his orbs look at me with such happiness and satisfaction. I can also see myself looking the same as he is. My features show a granted need of him which I was holding back since the day he went gone in my sight. The look in his face even tells that his pleasure is not only because he got me again. But also it shows because he knows I also want him greatly.
"I missed that... I missed you so much! I really missed you so much!!..." He said happily giving me soft kisses in every word.
I just laugh softly as my respond. Then I pulled him close to me and he tightened his grip around my waist as he buried his face on my neck. The warm air that escapes his lips hits my skin so perfectly. It makes the heavy feeling in my body to fade away and changed it to safe and calmed state of my mind.
I can feel that he really longed for me so much. All that he does tell me the joy that he really feels by now. And to myself is that I feel the same as him. This moment is just the perfect solution for all the problems and trials that have made me feel down these past few days. Or week should I say. That's why I'm really going to cherish this now. Because finally I feel good and light again. Finally I have Andrej back... At last.
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Miserable at Best
FanfictionMy name is Amanda Jean Henderson. I'm a silent, typical, ordinary girl next door in the neighborhood, aging twenty-one and currently living with my abusive father who only knows giving misery in my life. That's all you need to know about me, because...
