Miserable at Best

Chapter 41: Tempted

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     The rain keeps falling outside as we lay cold on the ground.  Jeff is still resting on top of me but his faint cries can no longer be heard.  His warm breath keeps passing on my skin and his heart makes faint beats against my chest.  The words that he just said are stuck  in my head and keeps swirling over and over again.  The room is filled with deafening silence if the pouring of the rain against the roof will be ignored.  But silence seems better to be heard than any sound of voice coming from either one of us.

I was interrupted from my deep thoughts when he suddenly shifted and raised his head from being buried on my neck.  I couldn't see his eyes for his hair casts shadow over it, but I could feel his gaze that is looking intensely on my orbs.  He kept looking at me for a second but didn't say anything.  He then started lowering his head again until our lips are only an inch apart.  I keep my gaze on his eyes as he connected our lips once again.  He then started moving with his hands snaking around me and pushing himself more onto me.

My heart is beating fast and I'm growing confused of what's going on.  Yet I don't have any feeling of urge to stop and push him away, which makes me grow confuse even more.  He is starting to deepen the kiss and moving his lips on mine.  The grip of his arm around me tightens as he pulls me closer to him.  His eyes are closed with passion that shows clearly on the expression that he holds.

I know this isn't the right time to do such a thing with him, but my mind and heart seems wanting to ride on and get along, as well as my body.  Without my awareness, my hand travelled up to his head and I start to move my lips in sync with his.  I unintentionally pull his head down to deepen the kiss more and my other hand cupped his face as we both started getting more passionate and comfortable with what we are doing.  I could feel on Jeff that he feels happy knowing I am also into it.  The smile he holds on his face after breaking the kiss clearly shows his whole enjoyment with his passion.  He kisses me again on the lips then parted away to speak.

"I am glad you feel the same..." He said, his breath tickling my lips as the words escaped from his mouth.

I did not respond for I don't know what to say.  I am quite aware that doing this would result to another great trouble.  But I let him to continue and I just go on with him when he kisses me again and we indulge ourselves in the delight of this mess.

He started moving his head to my side, leaving soft pecks on my chin until he reached my jawline.  He then slowly grazed down my neck that sends a confusing shiver throughout my body.  The feeling of his lips crashing against my skin confuses my being to the fullest.  It is giving me a sensation of bittersweet tingle that is too unexplainable for my side.  It feels just like the feeling of love and hate collided inside my heart and now my emotions are mixed messily.  But my mind has no time to think for that confusion by now.  Because I am way too busy enjoying the spark as I let myself drown in the pleasure he keeps on giving to me.  I close my eyes lavishly as I indulge myself in this sinful situation.  My hand slowly reached up and entangles its fingers on his dark locks while my lips part slowly in full lust and passion. 

He just kept kissing my neck until he passed a part that made me let out the sound I was trying hardly to keep inside my head.  He quickly went back on that part and I then started feeling his tongue sliding against my sensitive skin.  I arched my back up as the pleasure washes over my body.  I let out a louder sound when he started biting and nibbling the same spot.  His hands travelled up my side that made me bite my bottom lip for anticipation.  Then he groaned silently against my skin when I tugged on his hair gently and let out another sigh of lust.