~ take it back~

Chapter ~90~

"FLORIDA!?" I yell at my dad. "Lydia sweetheart it's good for you" Cathy says. I look at her. I'm gonna regret what I say next. "YOU ARE NOT MY MOM! YOU DONT KNOW WHATS GOOD FOR ME SO SHUT UP! YOUR JUST MY DADS ASSISTANT TO DO! SHUT UP!" I snap at her. "Go to your room!" My dad yells. I look at him and smirk. I grab my keys and my purse. "Where you going?" He says. I turn and look at him. "To my room"I say smirking. I look at Johnny.

I walk out of the house. I walk straight to my car. "Get back here!" My Father yells. I turn around. I open the door and put my stuff inside. "Until you learn to act like a fucking dad and not send me away for the second time then I'll come back! I hate you so fucking much!" I yell at him. I get in my car, shut the door and speed off. I make my way to dutchs and Jimmy's. I slamb my car door. My eyes start to water as I pace back and forth. "Hey! Calm down" Johnny says form behind me. I turn and look at him. Tears in my eyes. "Johnny you understand! Don't ever tell me to clam down okay!" I yell at him. I hear the door open as Dutch is standing there. I walk in. "Nice to see you to" he says.

I take off my purse and put my keys on the couch. "Hey Lydia Cmon calm down" tommy says. "I'm too fucking mad" I say to them. I go sit on the couch with my head in my hands. "What happened anyway?" Bobby asks. "Florida. My dad wants to send me to Florida" I say to them. "You cant go to Florida" jimmy says. "I don't want to" I say to him. "Maybe you should" tommy says. I lift up my head and look at him. "What?" Johnny says "no she's not going" Dutch says. I look at him. "It gives us a break form you" he says rolling his eyes. I stand up. "That's great! That's just- that's just great !" I say. I walk to the door. "Where you going now?" Johnny says grabbing my arm softly. I look at him, I yank my arms and run out of the house down the street as they call my name.

I let out a sob and run into a ally. I go to walk back out untill an group of guys surrounds me. I know them to well. Chase and his friends. "Where you going?" He says. "Away" I say. I go to walk out but he grabs me and pushes me up against the wall. He kisses my neck. "Stop! Chase stop" I say crying. He grabs me and pushes me to the floor climbing on top. I know the guys are looking for me so it's worth a shot. I feel my heart quicken and my hands go sweaty. "Stop!" I yell at him. My breathing heavy. I try wiggling and move my hands but he pins them against both sides of my head. "Chase stop!" I yell. He slaps me. "Keep quiet bitch" he says. I let out a sob. "Johnny!" I yell.

He puts one hand on my Boob gripping it tightly. I whimper. "Jimmy!" I yell. I sob. "Shut the fuck up!" He yells in my face kissing my neck. "Stop! Stop!" I yell crying. "Please!" I yell again. "Chase stop!" I yell crying. "Get off of me!" I yell. He covers my mouth with his hand as he grinds himself against me and kisses my neck. I wiggle. "Get off of her!" I hear someone yell. He removes his hands and stands up and runs as I let out a sob. I stand up. Holding my stomach. I let out a quiet sob. "Lydia.." Johnny says. "Don't say anything" I choke out as I sob. He comes and wraps his arms around me. "I shouldn't have just ran off like that" I say crying in his chest as he pulls apart grabbing my face in his hands. "Lydia I don't think we should be together" jimmy all of a sudden says. I look at him. "Why not?" I say. He looks at me.

"I just- your not capable of love" he says. "Jimmy" Johnny says. "Just let it go" I say annoyed. "You really shouldn't brake up with a girl after what just happened" I say as tears run dow my face. "You shouldn't have ran off none of it would have happened" he says. I let out a painful giggle. I start to walk past him but he grabs my arm and yanks me back. I look at him. I go to walk away but he wraps his arms around my waist. "Jimmy stop" I say to him. He lets me go and I walk away. I run back to the house. I punch the wall. As I start crying again. I hear a car pull in. I look down at my hand. Nuckles covered in blood. "Fuck!" I yell at myself as I let out a sob.

I run to the bathroom. I shut the door behind me as I realize there's blood dripping and I let a trial lead to the bathroom. "What is wrong with you" I whisper to myself. I let out a sob. I turn on the water. There's pounding on the door. "Lydia!" I hear Dutch yell. "Lydia let us in!"bobby yells. I rinse off my hand. The door swings open. "What is wrong with you guys!" I yell at them I shut the water off grab tissue and wipe off my nuckles but it doesn't stop bleeding. "Fuck" I say. "Lydia look" jimmy says. "Don't you think you've said enough" I say to him. I throw the tissue away and walk downstairs.

And boom! More drama next chapter? but how should it start!? I need ideas my lovers!