~ take it back~

Chapter ~27~

I open my eyes and jump up. I look at my surroundings and I'm in my room. I remember what happened. I stand up and realize I'm in leggings and a t shirt. I walk out  and see all the guys crying.

Jimmy

Bobby

Dutch

Daniel

Johnny

Tommy

"You know I- im so sorry you had to see that" I say to them crying. "Sorry!? Lydia we tried to stop him but we couldn't! They had a tight grip" Dutch says. I look at him. As I let out a sob. "I know..I know" I say walking and sitting on the couch next to jimmy.  "There was nothing you could've done anyway" I say to them. I look at jimmy as see he's trying hard not to let out a sob. I let a few tears slips and close my eyes just a little. "You know he was a bad guy..boyfriend and all" I say to them as I open my eyes. Bobby looks at me with tears slipping. "We watched and couldn't help you! You- the pain in your voice" Dutch says. I look at him. I let a few tears slip. I let out a sob and put my head in my hands.

"Look lydia we went out and he fucking raped you in front of us and we couldn't do nothing!" Tommy says. I turn and look at him. I walk towards him and kneel infront of him. "Forced into having sex well having people watch and as you say no multiple times sucks..it is I would agree but you guys are here for me now" I say to him. "Better than everything  better than sex okay..You guys are here and that's the good thing" I say to them. "Now just please stop crying so I can stop crying" I say letting out a giggle. I stand up as they all stand up and we do a group hug. "I love you guys so much" I say to them. "I love you to" they say.

I go sit down on the couch. Feeling sore. I look down at my hand. "Isn't this pretty" I say showing my hand to the guys. "Very" Dutch says coming to sit down. I let out a giggle. "I still think you should go get checked at the hospital" Johnny says. I look at him. "Eh hospitals..I don't like them" I say to him. "Cmon" he says to the guys as we stand up. He grabs my purse and locks he door. We walk down the stairs to the house. Daniels been to quiet but I see why. Johnny grabs my keys and starts the car. I get in and we make our way to the hospital. Driving in silence isnt so great.

"Cmon" Johnny says stopping the car. We walk out and walk in. I take a deep breath. "Oh hey hun what are you here for today" my moms doctor says. She looks at me as my eyes start to water. "Okay I'll just come give you a room" she says. She grabs my hand and we start walking. "I'm gonna need you guys to wait here" she says to them. I smile at the guys as she shuts the door. "What happened" she says. "I went out with the guys tonight had a couple drink and then my ex boyfriend forced himself onto while his friends where holding the guys back and he made them watch" I say full on crying. "He made them watch" I say sobbing. She grabs me in a hug. "Lets just get you checked and so you can go home and rest" she says to me. I smile at her. "Take off your clothes" she says. "And then put this on" She says handing me a gown. I strip off and put it on. "Okay let me go get everything ready and bring it in a couple minutes" she says. "I'll bring the guys" she says. Next thing I know all the guys are in here.

"How are you?" Jimmy asks. I look at him. "I'm good" I say to him. I lay my head back. "What's scary about this whole situation is that I might not be able to have kids..it happened once they said to be carful it happens a second time who knows" I say as tears fall down. I look back at them. "You dream of having kids..we know that but don't jump to conclusions just yet" Johnny says. The doctor comes walking in. "Okay boys time to go" she says. They smile at me and walk out. I turn towards her. "Ready?" She says. "I'm ready" i say to her.

I lay down as she moves my underwear and looks down. "Ouch..your pretty bruised and at the moment if your planning on having children you can't. Maybe it will change in the future but I'm not so sure just yet by the looks of it" she says as I tear up. "My boob hurts to" I say to her. She fixes me after gets done swabbing. I move my gown down and the looks at it. "Yeah there is bruising. Just take medicine and you'll be just fine" she says smiling. "Thank you" I say. After about an hour of being in there she comes back. "You can go home just sign these" she says handing me paper. I sign it. She walks out and I change my clothes.

"I heard what happens Cmon lets go home so you can sleep" Tommy says. I grab his hand and we walk to the car. About a couple minutes after we reach the house. We walk out I lock it and open the door and shut it. I go sit on the couch followed by the others. I lay my feet on Tommy's lap and my head on Johnny's lap. I take a deep breath. I close my eyes and fall asleep.

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