Vampire Servant (J.JK)

Ch 31: A One-Sided Love Life

Jungkook

Okay, time to get her to bed.

 The bedroom was dark, I didn't bother to switch on the lights, but even so, my eyes got used to the dark quickly.

As I walked my way to the bed I froze for a second. Y/N lightly yawned still being asleep in my arms. Her head nuzzled more against my neck seeking warmth.

Control yourself Jungkook...

Why is my heart even picking up its pace?

I looked down at her slightly getting a glimpse of her face in the dark.

She is cute I'll give you that.

Recollecting my thoughts I laid her down on the bed before getting rid of the plastic bag still hanging around my neck. Just looking at the container filled with soup made me click my tongue.

That guy...I just don't like him.

"Just because he is your colleague he thinks he is more superior to you than me" just the thought made me laugh.

"You're my servant...not his" Why am I even talking to a sleeping person.

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It was currently 10 am. I sat across from Y/N watching her slurp down the veggie soup in front of her.

"Ah can't believe Namgi actually made it" she was smiling from cheek to cheek. This morning when she woke up she seemed to be in the foulest mood ever. I have never seen her like that.
All she kept on talking about is how she was craving that veggie soup.

And when I did give it to her, her mood switched like this.

Is it really that good? I hate to admit but when heating it up I took a spoon for myself and it's actually really good.

"You must drink a lot on company outings" I leaned my head against my hand watching her eat.

Even just out of bed she looks beautiful. I mean...when is she never?

A quick shake of my head made me forget about lewd moments and focus on the reality in front of me.

"Mmm not really we barely have outings" I titled my head more to the side furrowing my brows.

"Then you must drink a lot with Namgi for him to know you will crave his dish" Why do I sound so irritated?

"Ah, thats because back during high school and college we would drink often" I slightly jumped on my spot as she softly blew on the hot soup resting on her spoon.

"High school?"

"Yeah"

"Something wrong?" I'm sure I'm looking like a lost child right now.

"I thought you guys were just colleagues" So I was wrong...

"Ah no we are friends since middle school" hearing this just didn't make any sense to me.

"What? And you have never known that he was a Vampire?"

"Yeah, that's why I was kinda shocked when I discovered he was one. Until now he never ever showed sides to make me think weirdly of him. Back in high school, there was this time I got injured during the sports festival. My knee was badly hurt I was bleeding a lot. The one who brought me to the infirmary was Namgi. Shouldn't he have lost control because of my blood?"

Silence fell between the both of us as I thought about it as well.

"Guess he is not easily affected by it. Perhaps something like a strong will power"

Something I don't have is that what you're trying to say? Unlike Namgi seeing your neck exposed makes my fangs already itch.

"Mmm perhaps"

"Y/N I...." What am I trying to say? Should I just be straight with her?

Listen Y/N I'm a man with a lot of thirst and stamina. Our....intimate moments 1 time every 2 weeks aren't enough for me.

No, let's be real I can't simply say that...

"What is it?"

Silence fell once more

"Ohh now that I'm working from home I really wanna start training again. Seeing Mrs. Lee really motivated something within me." I could tell how her eyes started to sparkle talking about Mr. Lee his wife. She is quite the woman that is true. I'm sure she left a great impression.

I can't really withhold myself anymore.

"Y/N" once more I caught her attention by calling her name.

"Mmm?"

"Is it good?" I couldn't help but chuckle seeing her nod like a kid.

Well yeah, that Namgi guy sure can cook.

On my command, my hand reached out towards her tugging a strand behind her ear. I noticed her lowering her spoon at my actions and her heart began to pick up its pace.

A familiar feeling started to rise that feeling you feel empowered being able to make a woman get flustered. Make their heart race. Causing their cheeks to hint at a beautiful peachy color.

It feels like being in control

"Are you feeling better?" I leaned a bit over maintaining strong eye contact.
I showed her a small smile causing her to slightly move back.

"Yeah, thanks" I wonder what's going on inside her mind right now. Am I making her crazy?

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Y/N

Is it just me or is Jungkook doing this on purpose? 

''Shouldn't you head to work in a bit?'' I'm sure right now he is extremely busy with the new case that developed especially now that it is known they are probably here in Seoul. 

''It's okay I can stay longer.'' His hand never left my face instead it moved to my cheek slightly cupping it. 

My heart wouldn't stop beating loudly and knowing that he was able to hear it made me even more embarrassed. 

I got myself up from my chair taking a hold of the empty bowl in front of me. As I placed it in the sink I felt his presence close to me. When I turned around our eyes locked once more. His hands instantly found their way resting on my hips as he leaned in. 

That smirk again.....

''Y/N'' this time he called my name in a whisper. A familiar whisper that was called out to me during some nights we had spend together. 

He wants to.....

I swallowed the lump in my throat along with my nervous thoughts as he softly blew against my nape. 

My hands slowly found their way holding onto his palms. 

''Jungkook I...''

I like Jungkook that's what I concluded but...he doesn't feel the same way. We are just doing this because he can't do it with anyone else except for me. At first, I didn't mind...If only he would hold me that was more than enough for me but later on, I realized. 

Even though he embraced me, caressed me, made love to me. It made me the loneliest knowing that it was all one-sided. 

''I'm sorry.'' Hearing those words coming from my mouth was more than enough to let him know, but instead of stepping away, he leaned in closer resting his head on my shoulder.

''Don't be. I should just learn to control myself.'' Ah, chuckle left my mouth hearing him say that. 

''It's okay.....'' He pulled away shooting me a warm smile as his hands moved from my hips upward to the side of my arms. 

''Let's do some training, shall we? You wanted to train right?''

-TBC-