Vampire Servant (J.JK)

Ch 34: We are changing

Y/N

I wonder if Byeol arrived home okay? She didn't text me yet...

''Perhaps I should give her a call'' My fingers kept running over my screen looking at my phone. Memories of this night kept popping into my mind and occasionally even the old days back in school. 

I miss her already.....

I wish things to go back to the old day's everything was...better back then. 

A gust of wind hit my back making me shiver for a moment. I looked back down at my phone screen still debating whether I should make the call or not. 

A small gasp left my mouth feeling a heavyweight pressing on my shoulder. A familiar feeling of ticklish strands was brushing against my shoulder and neck. 

J-Jungkook? Why is the air getting so heavy? 

''Jungkook?'' I turned around only to lock with a pair of dark red orbs. Jungkook didn't say anything he just looked at me with his piercing gaze giving away his intentions. Before I could get rid of the silence he already took a harsh grip on me. Before I knew it my body got swung onto the bed, pinned down. I closed my eyes for a moment due to the heavy impact. When I opened them again Jungkook was hovering on top of me. Lustful eyes with a heavy breath fanning my face. His strong arms held onto my fragile wrists pressing them down next to my face. 

He was positioned between my legs, each of them resting around his hips over his thighs. His bulge was physically pressing against my inner thigh. 

''I....want you'' The words he spoke made my heart rate shot up. It wasn't because in a good way. I felt...scared. Jungkook was scaring me. This forceful behavior was something he never did to me. 

''W-Wai-'' Not considering a word I had to say he leaned in his mouth attaching itself to my neck. I hissed from the pain clenching my jaw tightly. 

This hurts...

''Wait it hurts..''' It's not like usually, it would hurt but this time It felt different. His fangs sank deeper and as the pain came in like fast waves, I cried out. The tight grip on my wrists loosened leaving a burning sensation. His hands held onto my hips keeping me in place as he found me struggling against his grip. Pressing up against his shoulders was useless. He wouldn't budge at all. 

''S-Stop!'' I tried to move my neck away but his fangs were too deep in. Like a dog putting his teeth into his favorite snack, no matter how hard you pull it won't let go. It felt like If I would struggle too much Jungkook would tear my neck. 

Think Y/N what can I do? I need to find a way to stop him. 

Why won't he listen? 

I slightly arched at the feeling of his hips grinding roughly against me. 

He is like a dog in heat!

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''So like this.'' I watched Hoseok place himself on top of me. He carefully placed his hands around my neck acting out out the scenario. 

''Apparently, you are able to heat up only a certain part of your body. It's all about concentration.'' 

''Okay, that sounds...hard.'' Can I really do this? 

''Focus on your hands and strike them at my weak point. Right here at the side.'' He tapped the side of his lower body as he sat on me. 

''When you succeed it will give you a split second to flip me over.'' 

That day I failed at doing it. I trained and trained to focus on my control and power but to this day I never succeeded. 

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Okay, concentrate Y/N!

 I closed my eyes trying to get rid of any sounds in the room, trying to think the pain away and just focus on my breathing, focus on the heat within my body. 

I'm trying.....

An annoyed groan automatically made its way out of my throat feeling Jungkook dump more of his weight onto me.

I'm trying...

My eyes popped open feeling his fangs get pulled out. They were in deep making this more painful than I imagined. 

Okay, Screw this!

He locked eyes with me his lips coated red. I could see and feel small dots of blood landing on my cheek dripping off his chin. 

''You know you're really starting to piss me off.'' My day went so well why did he have to ruin it by acting like such a dog in heat. 

My act of anger got replied with a smirk as he leaned in. The smell of fresh blood filling my nostrils. My Blood...

''I'll make you feel go-'' 

''Oh screw you!'' Not a cool-looking move like in the movies, but I didn't hold back to strike my fist against his jaw. The impact made him lose focus enough time for me to hurriedly push him off me. 

As I watched him rub his jaw I instantly placed my hand on my neck, covering up the wound. 

Why does it feel like I'm losing a lot of blood? 

My neck was feeling wet and hot

''Are you mad?''

''A bit annoyed thank you very much'' 

Before we could exchange other words we got interrupted by a phone call. It was Jungkook his phone going off, still placed in his back pocket. Yet instead of answering it right away he just kept on staring at me. 

''Sorry, I just...lost control. Y/N can w-''

''Just answer your phone.'' I took this moment to get off the bed hurrying my way to the bathroom. My anger faded as I left the room. 

I mean do I have the right to be mad? I mean he is a man with needs and I'm the only one who can help him out, but still, it doesn't mean he can just do as he pleases right? 

I froze in a cold sweat looking at my reflection in the mirror. My hand that was still pressed up against my neck was coating red. My shirt, my neck, even down to my stomach were stains of blood. 

What the heck? This can't be. His fangs shouldn't be able to make me lose this much blood. The hole is only as big as a toothp-

The more I moved my hand away the bigger my eyes grew. 

It's torn.....

The holes that used to be small ones not bigger than the size of a small beauty mark were now ten times bigger. It's like Jungkook really tried to deepen them more to get more blood out of it. The upper one still remained its circle form but the one under it lost its shape, being torn on a certain part. 

Is this from when he pulled out?

Either way, I was still losing blood to the point my vision started to become blurry. 

''B-Bandage...I need to'' I quickly pressed my bloody hand back to its place not wanting to see the damage any longer. As I hurried my way out of the bathroom I bumped into a hard chest. 

''Y/N we need to go.'' The urging tone of his voice made me anxious. 

'''W-What's going on?''

''I don't know the details either but we should really leave.....now.'' 

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As Jungkook pulled me away from the bathroom he made sure to help me take care of my wound. He kept on apologizing the whole time and even when we left the apartment he kept on apologizing. 

Perhaps the contract we have...isn't good for both of us. 

-TBC-