Billie (32) Single, no kids
Adrienne : (34) Single, no kids
Tre : 31 Years Old ( dating Sara, but loves Billie )
Sara : 32 Years Old ( dating Tre )
Mike : 32 Years Old ( likes Britt )
Britt : 32 Years Old ( likes Mike )
Story starting September 2004 :
It has been exactly one week since the boys and I brought out our new album. I was so overwhelmed by all this success this record had given us. The last years I did suffer under too much pressure. After Dookie I felt as if I lost my energy. Did I lose my passion? Or the love for music? The answer was always a clear No !! I did always write music I loved and have always been proud of it. I won't lie ... the hard critic from the last years made me suffer in too many ways. I did have a lot of self-confidence problems. All those comments on the news paper were just painful to read. I always had the vision to make people happy with my music. I want to reach to them. I don't care about money, luxus or other gucci bullshit. I want people to know that they are not alone. I'm as weird as everyone else, just a simple human who loves music. In the last days the whole world has kinda exploded. Mike, Tre and I feel so proud and happy. But wait, am I really happy?
All that success seems so beautiful. But I feel so empty ... I have only one thought when something beautiful happens to me, there is only one face I see. I see Adrienne's face. A woman i met in July 1990, over 14 years ago. We haven't seen each other for so many years. But I can't get her out of my mind. Every day a lot of women and guys scream for me. They tell me they love me, but do they really love me? Or just the "dude on stage". Adrienne did love me ... but I did lose her. Since the day she told me she would leave, my heart felt like a black hole. I am not able to feel any kind of happiness. Every time I meet someone with her name or another woman wears her perfume, I feel like I can't breathe anymore. It feels like a deep cut ... My heart is screaming after her. But I did let her go...
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Fiksi PenggemarIt's been over 10 years since Adrienne broke up with Billie because she couldn't deal with all the paparazzi, groupies, and lost privacy which came into their life because of his amazing world-class career. He never forgot her and never stopped lovi...
