Mike: "Tre I love you, but please get out. I won't argue with you about it. I should have done this 10 years ago, he deserves to be happy. Please pay attention to his feelings. Tre's face was changing rapidly ... "I always paid attention to his feelings for 15 years ... but who is paying attention to mine?" Before I could reply, Tre stormed out of the car. "Tre wait, Tre ... !!" When I thought about following him, the cars honked from behind as the lights turned green. So I didn't turn around and drive on ... Brian: Even if Tre and I don't really understand each other, I could feel his pain only too well ...
Tre: How could Mike do this to me? For so many years I have had to suppress my feelings and suffer to myself. I noticed how the tears took control over me, and I tried everything to suppress them. I just ran straight ahead for a while with no aim. My emotions were seething inside me so that I didn't even notice how the time was passing. When I turned the corner, I realized where I was, I was standing in front of his house ... wow ... I'm really not able to stay away from him, I thought to myself.Have I just walked 10 miles? Shit, my car is still there, where I met Mike ... fuck it, I said to myself and sat down on a bench next to the house ...
I crossed my arms in front of my face and tried not to cry. But I couldn't stop it ... Why can't Billie love me the way I love him? Why does he love her !! Why did he choose her over me back then? All of these questions tormented me... I also feel very bad about Sara. Brian, and a few others are convinced that I'm an ass ... but no one understands how I feel. Sara is an angel. She is so wonderful and gives me so much love. But I can't reciprocate... my heart has been taken since 1990 ... I feel bad because I hurt her, but I need her ... without her, I would be broken.Just the thought of Billie getting back together with Adrienne tears my heart apart... to see both of them in love for 4 years was just a torture for me.Back then I was drunk and high every day ... to forget the pain that plagued me day after day. While I was wiping away my tears, I suddenly heard a worried voice behind me... "Tre? are you okay ..."
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FanfictionIt's been over 10 years since Adrienne broke up with Billie because she couldn't deal with all the paparazzi, groupies, and lost privacy which came into their life because of his amazing world-class career. He never forgot her and never stopped lovi...
